Talking ‘Bout My Evolution

I talk about how someone I had been reading and listening to and really enjoyed studying suddenly turned extremely political and not in a way that I expected and how that has made me doubt her integrity and teachings.  I also discuss how I don't want to be told what to think or believe or engage/interact with everything "out there" using fearmongering tactics to keep us "in our place".  I want to go within and gauge the veracity of a situation by checking what feels true to me and to tune into the larger Truth at work in the universe.

Chronically listening to the news, which is nearly completely bad news, manifests as an addiction and supplies dopamine hits to the listener, creating the same cravings and sensations as any other addictive substance.

I talk about how I gave a "regular" person an energy reading and how different that experience was compared to reading my intuition friends.  I also talk about how school is ramping up next week for the kids and how little or much they contribute to the household keep-up.

I talk about the complications of trying to get someone to remove the tree off my roof.  I also discuss how frantic the first day of the semester was and how I was the only one in the office to deal with everything, which made me angry.

I talk about my afternoon at Irishfest the day before and how I chose to leave after listening to 3 bands, because my ears were overstimulated and tired from all the auditory input.  I think listening to live music requires stamina and I never knew that before.  The pandemic has made us all out of practice with festivals, crowds, and music, so I had to leave to get quiet again.

I also talk about how tired I am when I get home from work and how I want to escape from reality once I get home instead of doing anything constructive.  This behavior makes me sad and anxious.  I'm not sure how to feel differently.

I talk about the difficulty I'm having getting an ID card for Fran.  Part of it is because of the name change and part of it is because of the his being transgender.  There are many hoops to jump through, but I know what to do next and we will figure this out.

I also discuss my irritation re: the abundance of crosswalks in in Wauwatosa and how it signifies white privilege.

I talk about a bunch of different things, but what I'm really trying to figure out is how do I create freedom in my life?  Financial, emotional, relational, geographical, etc. freedom?  I feel restricted by my job and bank account and can't see a way past the restrictions I've imposed on my life.  

I also talk about how I switched from instructing the Sonic Slider tuning fork to do actions to my body to intending that the SS will infuse my body with love with every application.  The recording cuts off, so I apologize about that.

I talk about work and the house - especially all the stuff cluttering up the house.  I can't figure out what to do with everything I own.  I also talk about trying to shift my mindset to bring in more joy so I'm not so overwhelmed all the time.

I talk about how I had a series of power surges in my house that blew out a lot of my electrical appliances and my hot water heater.  I describe my ensuing interactions with WE-energies and then switch over to discussing a few immutable laws I learned about last night.  They are all about perfect timing in your life.  For example, one is that everything happens at the right time in your life for you.  Another is that everyone you meet is at the right time in your life.  Lastly I discuss the need for the human body to shed toxins in order to get ready for evolutionary advancement.  Switching to a more liquid-based diet will allow us to add more light to our bodies (eating lots of dense food keeps us stuck in 3D).  Lastly, I mention that Dolores Cannon says that the pollution on Earth is much more far-reaching than just our own planet.

I talk about how lucky I am to have so many spiritual teachers in my life, many of whom I know.  I also talk about Dolores Cannon and her book The Three Waves of Volunteers, which I'm finding very fascinating.  She's a hypnotist who normally does past life regressions, but has encountered many sessions in which the subject discusses off-planet circumstances.  She simply transcribes what she records, organizes the interviews, and publishes them.  She talks about 3 different ways to raise the vibration of the planet.  One of them is to have fun.  When you go out an enjoy yourself and have a good time, you change the vibratory pattern of the earth.  Interestingly, wearing perfume also helps raise the earth's vibration.  Having become chemically sensitive since having children and knowing so many other people who are sensitive to smells, I wonder if this is indicative of the low vibratory state of most people on the planet?  Will clearing out more of my limiting beliefs and unhelpful thought patterns allow me to wear perfume again?  Something to think about.