I talk about how someone I had been reading and listening to and really enjoyed studying suddenly turned extremely political and not in a way that I expected and how that has made me doubt her integrity and teachings.  I also discuss how I don't want to be told what to think or believe or engage/interact with everything "out there" using fearmongering tactics to keep us "in our place".  I want to go within and gauge the veracity of a situation by checking what feels true to me and to tune into the larger Truth at work in the universe.