Please join me for a brand NEW Season 2 of Take It Outside! A podcast about healing in nature. On this first episode of Season 2, I'll explore one of my first experiences in the wild, where wolves captivated my attention long enough to keep the misery de jour at bay. Sharing the landscape with one of Yellowstone's top predators, held me in the moment, and provided my first break on a long, and arduous journey of despair, after losing Marley. But where was that seam in the wild that had allowed me to escape my pain momentarily? And could I go back?

Join me on part two of 'A Grizzly Conferment' as a chance encounter with an apex predator has me wondering if maybe I don't want to die at all - I just don't know how to live. 

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Hear how a close encounter in the Wild, helped me realize I didn't want to die - I just didn't know how to live. When face to face with an apex predator that could oblige my suicidal fantasies, how will I act? Join me on another episode of Take IT Outside! 

On this first full episode of, Take It Outside, we arrive at our new home in Yellowstone National Park, with wolves howling somewhere in the distance. While my days are spent tracking and photographing the wolves of Yellowstone, including the infamous '06 female (832f), at night the sadness and alcohol creep back in to fill the void from losing our daughter, Marley. While there is beauty and wildness all around, I just couldn't shake the misery that haunted me both day and night. A flashing chance is snatched away, and things are coming to a head in the world's first national park.