In this raw and emotional Part One of a two-part conversation, I sit down with the magnetic and deeply honest Buckso: actor, spiritual life coach, energy healer, and speaker, as she shares her journey through grief, identity loss, and personal awakening.

From losing her father and confronting generational trauma, to navigating cultural expectations, marriage, and motherhood, Buckso opens up about living with a closed heart, becoming emotionally disconnected, and the powerful unravelling that led to true healing.

This is a conversation about the courage it takes to own your story, unlearn old patterns, and reconnect with who you really are, even when it means breaking open everything you once believed to be true.

This episode goes deep and explores:

• Grieving the version of you that no longer fits

• Cultural and generational expectations

• Emotional detachment and healing the heart

• Motherhood, marriage, and identity loss

• What it really means to heal

Buckso holds nothing back, so much so there is a second part for you to listen to when you are ready for more.

About Buckso:

Buckso is the visionary founder and Editor-in-Chief of Haus of Wisdom magazine—a powerful ecosystem of empowerment created for spiritual seekers and heart-led entrepreneurs who are finding their way back to their truth.

With decades of experience as a changemaker, speaker, and energy healer, Buckso has built Haus of Wisdom not just as a publication, but as a movement—a space where soulful voices rise, stories heal, and visibility becomes a tool for transformation.

Her mission is simple yet profound: to be your voice until you find your own. Through her magazine, events, and platform, Buckso amplifies the messages of those ready to make a difference, creating a ripple effect of purpose, power, and presence

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https://www.instagram.com/iambucksodhillon

https://www.instagram.com/thehausofwisdom

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