Broken Beyond Repair | Weekly Talks Podcast

I lost my son, Kody. But I did not lose my God.

After losing Kody on February 18, 2025, my entire world changed. My heart is broken in ways I cannot repair, and I still have questions I cannot answer.

But losing my son did not make me stop believing in Jesus.

In Episode 51 of Broken Beyond Repair, I talk about child loss, grief, faith, and what it means to continue trusting God when the one thing you desperately want is something He has not given back.

I still miss my son. I still hurt. I still ask why.

I lost my son. I did not lose my God.

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Victoria Maddox | @GodWhyKody

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What happens when autism, ADHD, OCD, traumatic child loss, and Christian faith are all happening inside one person at the same time?

After losing my son Kody, I have struggled to explain what goes on inside my mind. In this episode, I break down the psychology of grief, intrusive thoughts, sensory overload, trauma, continuing bonds, and why my brain keeps searching for answers.

I'm not asking anyone to fix me. I'm asking people to understand that what they see on the outside is only a fraction of what I'm living through on the inside.

Make this make sense.

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Broken Beyond Repair | Victoria Maddox | @GodWhyKody

What does Broken Beyond Repair actually mean?

After losing my son Kody, I will never be the person I was before. That doesn't mean I've given up on God. It means I'm learning to trust Him with something I cannot fix.

In this episode, I talk about grief, faith, the meaning behind Broken Beyond Repair, and what the Bible teaches us about trusting God even when He doesn't change our circumstances.

Broken, yes. Beyond what I can repair, yes. But still held by God.

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Broken Beyond Repair | Victoria Maddox | @GodWhyKody

When the headlines end and the world moves on, what happens to the families still living with their loss?

In Episode 50 of Broken Beyond Repair, I talk about the public attention surrounding Charlie Kirk, the loss of my son Kody, and the families left behind when everyone else returns to their normal lives.

The cameras stop. The conversations fade. But for a mother who has lost her child, the grief doesn't end.

An honest conversation about child loss, traumatic grief, faith, and the pain that remains long after the world stops watching.

Broken Beyond Repair — @GodWhyKody

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Real conversations about child loss, grief, faith, and life after losing my son Kody.

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