Every episode is a choice: to feel, to face it, to stop running. This is not performance. This is me, telling the truth.

What if healing didn’t come wrapped in peace—but in truth? In this raw episode, Monette speaks what most are too afraid to say: “I thought this would heal me.” If you’re tired of pretending, holding it all together, or begging for life to feel easier—press play. This one is for you.

What happens when the escape you prayed for becomes another version of the pain you left behind? This episode isn’t about healing — it’s about getting honest. The door to God doesn't open with hope. It opens with truth. And truth Hurts.

If you’ve ever felt unseen in your own house… invisible in your own life… this one’s for you. No sugarcoating. No pity. Just the truth about what silence does to a child — and the fight to not disappear inside it. Because sometimes the pain didn’t break you… it built a different kind of strength. And maybe, just maybe, that’s where your healing begins too.

When therapy isn’t enough, religion feels distant, and self-help rings hollow — this is a raw and honest space; to face what is real and find your way back to who you are… through truth, not performance. Through God, not noise.

Welcome to Butterfly: The Becoming.
I am Monette — storyteller and truth speaker. This is where real stories are shared.

Most people don't say what it's like to lose yourself just trying to live.

I will. This isn't a podcast about winning. It's about getting honest with what almost destroyed you — and finding God in the middle of it.