In this episode of C After Dark, we talk about learning to rely on yourself, even when it’s hard. Nobody’s coming to save you and somehow, that’s freeing. I also share my week, what I’m keeping, trying, and dropping this year, plus thoughts on dating your spec and life’s little contradictions 🌙

In this episode, I clear up a few things I accidentally left sitting in my mind after Episode 1 😭 We talk about my personal academic suffering (aka physics and further math), how high school genuinely made me question my intelligence, and why finding out I was actually smart later in life shocked me more than anyone else. Also… I randomly threw in useless “would you rather” questions because apparently chaos is part of the podcast.

Episode 1 is basically me talking to the void at night and deciding it’s a podcast now 😭🌙 I introduce C After Dark, explain why I’m here (spoiler: my brain is loud), and why I’m staying anonymous for now because I’m shy like that (for now). It’s a mix of overthinking and soft chaos. Think late-night thoughts, a little funny, a little deep, and very unfiltered. Basically… I say a whole lot of nothing, but make it aesthetic 🎧