This episode was born out of exhaustion.
Not the kind you fix with rest, but the kind that settles quietly into your spirit and makes you wonder if you’re carrying life alone. In that tired place, a sarcastic comment on Facebook lingered longer than it should have: “Focus on yourself, don’t mind the relatives—they only come together to help with burial preparations.” It was meant to be funny, but when you’re already worn down, jokes like that confirm a deeper fear—that when it really matters, no one shows up.
The story takes us to the Garden of Gethsemane, where Jesus asked His closest friends to stay awake and pray with Him, just a little longer. They loved Him. They meant well. But they fell asleep. And Jesus named a truth we still live with today: “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
This episode sits in that tension—between willingness and weakness, faith and fatigue, loneliness and endurance. Through honest reflections from different voices, we explore what it feels like to stay awake when others are worn out, to hope when support feels thin, and to remember that even when everyone else sleeps, God does not.
If you’ve been tired, disappointed, or quietly holding on, this conversation is for you.
Come sit with us in the garden—and learn what it means to stay awake a little longer.
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