In this season-less episode I ponder how all of our lives are made up of effects from decisions we've made or someone we may or may not know has made leading to this concoction of existence we are all experiencing.

In this season-less episode I ponder what it's like working and communicating with the majority race during the great white awakening.

In this season-less episode I ponder about this new era of black expression that's upon us. Things have been and still are hostile towards alternative blackness in whatever form that looks like. Actors, artist and alike are challenging perpetuated narratives.

In this season-less* episode I re-introduce myself to you under my new stage name with a somewhat rogue explanation on how I got there, how many times a week I get tested for COVID for work and how I'm trying to brand my hot-messiness. I'm sorry to anyone I may have offended in this episode; these are my regurgitated thoughts. 

*same day recording and release.

In this episode, Canaan ponders the mental trip that comes along with being proud within skin while pursuing aspirations in a world with a troubling racial past and still maintain the pursuit of happiness, in spite of.

In this episode, Canaan ponders how we decode our soul through a lifetime of experiences and risk taking that often reflects in our outer world appearance or lifestyle aesthetics and how our choice of dress/style can translate a specific message to the world about who we are and how we see ourself.

In this episode, Canaan ponders the somewhat lasting affects of post COVID life, how our routines may have permanently changed, the growing pains of those changes, acting career thoughts and what the future has in store for us.

In this episode, Canaan ponders how deeply rooted misogyny is within himself, culture, religion and most social conditioning around the world. 

In this episode, canaan ponders life in California and how it feels like we live in our own world, the American wealth gap and his teenage identity crisis and angst revisited.