"And Are We Yet Alive?"
These are the words we will sing together to begin our worship Sunday. Why? Because these are the words sung at the start of each Methodist Conference since the time of John Wesley.
I find them apropos for Sunday, because for many, it feels like a fatal blow was struck to our United Methodist Church this week at the A Way Forward General Conference when the global church voted by a slim majority to pass a “traditional plan,” punishing any Methodists who prayerfully choose to ordain our called LGBTQ siblings and marry faithful same-gendered couples.
Overwhelmed with emotion, I invited the congregation to come Wednesday night to a time of pizza, prayer, and processing. Forty (40) of you arrived on a moment's notice. We agreed together that "we" may be in somewhat different places…some of us are hurt or angry enough to step back or break away from the church and others are revved up enough to want to organize and mobilize for change. So, we first listed out all our emotions in our hearts followed by all our thoughts, questions, plans, etc, in our heads. Finally, we wrote out the prayers of our souls.
Interestingly, the words most used in describing your feelings were confusion and concern, followed by anger, embarrassment, and scared. All of these are so real, and I feel them with you.
The word used most for prayers was love, followed by live, hope, and courage. Why am I not surprised the top word was love?! You are a people who have chosen to be “the heart of God in the community,” and you are just that in countless ways each day! And all the frequently used words describe qualities of true prophets, followers of God who recognize the pain and brokenness of our world and respond by rooting themselves in God’s fierce love for us and hope for the world.
Noteworthy to me, emotions were shared while ideas for how to respond individually and communally varied. I know not how you and I are each individually called to respond. How will we best care for our LGBTQ siblings? How will we respond to the denomination and work for justice for ALL? How / what will we change so that we can most faithfully reach out to and love the beautifully diverse community of Capitol Hill? All are unanswered questions at the moment. But what I know for certain is that God will help us come together to discern as a community God’s call on CHUMC. You have done this many times (Reconciling; Growing Heart’s Campaign; Marriage Policy; Housing Justice Ministry; God’s Heart, Our Home campaign; etc.) and exemplify Scripture’s command to embrace the value and importance of each member of our body. And if you would like to serve on the CHUMC team who helps lead us through this discernment, please let Pastor Alisa know.
For this sermon, we consider passages from the law, the prophets, and the gospels. In Exodus, try to imagine such a face to face conversation with God? What would you say today? What is on your heart? In Isaiah, picture the feast the prophet describes, and come hungry to our open communion table where all are fed and we receive God’s grace together. In Luke, we see Jesus shine brighter than any light we have known before and try to imagine the path God is lighting for us as we go into this unknown future with the known, felt, and revealed love of Christ our Savior.