Captured by Sound Podcast

What my friends did for my 30th birthday for me and telling you about my first date with my boyfriend. laughter and great company. 

Turning 30 in September had me reflecting my career changes in those 10 years. I thought I would share how I got to where I currently am. Hairdresser turned Audio Engineer. Why I made the jump and how we can do it at any age. Do what makes you happy. I am so thankful that I have parents who encouraged me to follow my dreams.

This concept has always seemed so out of reach of me. I have always been the person hoping to be chosen. I was always chosen by guys that I really didn't want to choose. At almost 30 and enough is enough. Its 50/50 street here. I want to choose and be chosen. No longer settling for one sidedness. Shorter episode talking about my past and a little bit about my present dating life. 

I am done letting things slide. From over talkers to hardly speakers. drawing the line of not settling. its got to be 50/50. This episode I talk about the boundaries I have had to set the past few years with friendships, relationships, even work. Knowing I have to speak up for myself to make a happy healthy mindset, to grow into a better person.

I have with me my best friend, for 16 years, Mariella. We planned a girls weekend get away and had to turn around at 4am and come back to home. We still made the best of it and recored at home. We talk about her dating types growing up, her husband (The Charming British Dan), how they met, and self love and growth. Raw, Real, and Honest. 

A short little bonus episode. in titled "Only two" referring to the number of relationships iv been in. Not counting situationships, but real boyfriend girlfriend relationships, meeting their family and all. Its the past so I don't go too in-depth but will help you understand my background in dating a little more.

My positive experience with travel an stepping out of my routine. Going somewhere new is exciting, being around good people is exciting. Was around such great people that I want more. Time are changing for me and me alone. Refreshed and happy. Refusing to go back into a routine.

Episode 2 Getting a little too personal. I attract emotional unavailable people, let me tell you why. I chose to brake patterns and stop feeling ashamed for baggage that is not even mine. I may hold a carryon for that baggage but the big baggage doesn't belong to me. Being open and real in hopes to inspire others to do the same. Not all are gonna be this deep, just trying to be real at my core. 

Episode 1- My experience during this pandemic with men. Crossing off all my "what ifs" off my list and realizing the there are still f*ck boys near there 40s. Just because they are older doesn't mean they are better. Realizing I am an Empath and I tend to attack Narcissist. The story of my latest Narcissist.