No i wouldn't call this shocked
It's more just upset
I've always kinda been
A manic depressive mess
I used to want to die
But now I'm just pissed off
And I don't know why
In despair I said an open-ended prayer
If there's a God out there listening
Show me that you care
I ditched the urge to kill myself
But still kinda wanna die
(Loserboy)
Because I'm a loserboy
And I'm blasting off
(Loserboy, what's your status?)
Explodes through the atmosphere
With hopes to get lost
(Loserboy)
Im burning up everyone
And everything I run into
I won't hang around
No ill leave this town
I can't stand by and watch you drown
I'm sorry, sis, for almost leaving
Somehow forgot that you might need me
Intrusive thoughts are fvcking sneaky
Had me scheming
Peeking into the void
There's no relief even when I'm sleeping
I'm still surrounded by these demons
I tried to hide but they see me
This is loserboy, over and out