Work drive and motivation can be something negative, such as the unfair treatment you got in the past gets you extra energy to achieve something beyond their expectations to show off your greatness. It has been the mainstream until very recent. New age led by the generation millenials let those win who purely and joyfully create the work rather than work for work thinking more work would get them somewhere higher.
So jealousy could be a drive to get something temporarily but because it works hand in hand with the negative conditions that was born in, it often drives one back to the original startpoint where you feel jealous and therefore feel the necessity of revenging.
Instead, forgive yourself being ended up in the situations by admitting the invisible treasures and miracles that you can't see with your biased mind-glasses on. You are loved as always and no miracles appear to you with the beautiful faces. When you turn jealous, that's when you find the inner you feeling the scarsity in yourself that is limiting you to move to the directions you can go in. Appreciate the experience, trust your findings and unknown possibilities, and start off happy drawing anything new and exciting on the life canvas.