There is a resistance to stay in the present moment. The contrast between what is and my future creations leads me to wander off into a preferred yet distracted daydream. There is an addiction to experiencing bliss. There is a belief, arrogance and need to artificially create ONLY that which is pleasurable. I fear that which is not because of the story behind what is.

Being in the present moment was a challenge. I believed that I would be missing out if I took focus off my joy. The rock is nothing more than volume control for the dancing flower. Every enlightened being is centered. The expression is moved into the gray and away from the extremes of black-or -white. I'm finding new bliss in the balance

The more you build a relationship with self the bigger the challenges become. The present moment is a struggle due to the contrast that my future visions bring. Intellectually, I understand this. I am slooooow with the integration. Vulnerability is in the present. My futurism is often escapism in disguise.

Channeling Amilyn is an organically created process for aligning with my highest expression of self. The intention is to gather awareness and build connection with the truth of who I Am. The process that I laid out may not be what your process looks like. Are you ready to create your own way into flow?

By George! I think she's got it! I resisted the present moment because I feared not being in control without a plan. I spent all of my time trying to create a path that I could follow while on automatic pilot. Living only happens in today. This is where bliss lives

All the lessons come back to the now. My constant challenge is to get out of the future and be present. Connection with others needs presence. Anxiety is caused by my belief that I alone am driving the train. This is why the train is empty. I refuse to slooooow down or stop for the journey because the destination is my only care.

To be in service to others, one must know how to hold space for a new possibility while allowing the person to be exactly as they are. This skill is developed by holding space for oneself first. I'm still learning and the onion is peeling one layer at a time. The Channeling Amilyn process helps in the discipline of the unfolding.

I was ready to celebrate my separation from those struggling in their humanity. I have found my light and my true expression, yet still harbor a fear of "contamination" by the darkness in others. I am being called out of the corner and into courage. My purpose in humanity is in unity. Being a vessel of light means that I have endless fuel and can share the blessing and grace with others.

On life's journey we can misstep and fall into a hole of distraction. How does one pull themselves out and get back into authentic expression. Intention, attention and self compassion redirect the path. The Channeling Amilyn process provides a connection to your highest expression of self. This is your power.

Today's Channeling Amilyn process brought forth an awareness of time perception. Things are changing and I'm anticipating it. The wait seems longer. I will lean into patience. Another great realization is that in the creation process, following our purpose, sometimes we can forget about the individuals. I will point my attention to serving the individual and not just my process