I am not recovered but I AM Free.

I didn't want to change how I ate, just did not want the consequences.

I believe I was born a compulsive eater, Over or under did not matter. 

I came to OA In 2016 because I wanted a diet for free with group support. planning to leave once I got what I wanted.

I had not moral compass. The only reason I didn't steal food was because I was afraid of getting caught. 

 Food was my anesthesia for my life. 

Diets made me think had power which I did not have. I am a compulsive eater.

I had an image of how I wanted to be and I was not. That was unacceptable on so many levels.

In the disease I was overworking or unemployable. No middle ground