This week's topic how everybody in my life did better than me in L's eyes in how I was just never good enough for her

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Spending time with toxic people around the holidays can be hard but just remember you can get through it and life gets better.

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This week I can a wrap up on talking about people who affected me who were in L's life

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This week I talk about her friend and the dynamic she played in my life

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This week I start to talk about L's friends and how they all were involved in my life.

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This week I talk about how L hired a therapist to turn me against my dad in his family and how this ultimately backfired.

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This weeks topic is the other side of the conversation. Last week I talked about how she wasn't around this week I talk about how when she was around it wasn't better.

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This week I talk about the ways she left me alone for a lot of my childhood.

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This week's episode I talk about how she chose a dog over me.

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This week I talk about the relationships with L's parents and how its been up and down and how its collapsing.

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