It was inconceivable, but it was happening and there was nothing that would stop or fix it. Experiencing the unexpected loss of a relationship with the most trusted of friends clouded my heart with feelings of betrayal, rejection, and deep grief. I didn't want to say goodbye and didn't know if true healing would be possible. Maybe it would be better to live in "never-land" and refuse to let anyone that close to my heart again. If you know that place and hurt, I'd like to invite you into this story. Even there, God met me and He'll meet you too. Are you willing to trust Him?