In this episode I talk about how I've been over-thinking the episodes too much and doing them in a way that doesn't allow me to get my thought across in the way I intent them to get across. I'm still learning the best way to execute these podcasts, i'm having a hard time converting my thoughts into words... as perusal! When I use the word "persona" I don't mean that I wasn't being myself, I was just a more filtered and was creating context in a  conformed way and i'm someone who doesn't conform very well, making it miserable to make episodes. With that all being said I thank the ones who bare with me as I figure all of this out, I really appreciate you guys!