Chokes and Consciousness

Chokes and Consciousness

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Chokes and Consciousness episodes

  • Beyond the Mask
    Libra Season, Halloween Costumes, and the Face We Show the World

    Deja and Michaela kick off Libra season with a playful check-in as Sho Nuff and Spider-Man, which turns into a real conversation about aggression, balance, and how this season pushes people to reveal more of their true selves. They also cover Halloween plans, local nightlife, upcoming jiu-jitsu, UFC, and MMA events, and reflect more broadly on masks, authenticity, and speaking up. 

    Timestamps

    00:00 - Back for Libra season and October energy

    02:58 - Feeling the season shift and the pressure to keep flowing
    05:11 - Halloween costumes and playing a character again
    06:59 - Theater kids, background roles, and embracing fun as adults
    08:52 - Spider-Man costume struggles after open mat
    10:03 - Millennial versus Gen Z nightlife habits
    12:19 - Lawrence nightlife, VIP sections, and who gets in
    15:23 - Topic setup: the mask versus the face
    17:41 - Michaela’s Cedar Rapids competition details
    19:08 - Returning to competition after a year of injuries
    23:22 - Nogi Worlds prices and upcoming tournament schedule
    26:50 - Venus retrograde, the Libra new moon, and Pluto moving direct
    28:36 - Mercury retrograde, emotional instincts, and the full moon in Taurus
    33:08 - UFC recap: Natalia Silva versus Wang Kong
    36:30 - Sleeper card finishes and Bobby Green getting dropped repeatedly
    40:12 - Why women’s MMA needs better depth and better promotion
    44:18 - Dana White interviews and UFC promotion problems
    47:18 - Kayla Harrison, Amanda Nunes, and concerns about the upcoming fight
    50:54 - LL Cool J training jiu jitsu and Jonah Hill’s ego problem
    55:04 - Lauren’s growth and the difference between humble and hot-shit energy
    56:53 - No-Gi Pans and local fight cards coming up
    59:05 - Mask versus face: what parts of yourself are getting airtime
    63:55 - Going back to childhood art and realizing who you already were
    66:32 - What version of yourself are you ready to stop being?
    68:39 - Work masks, fake environments, and authenticity
    70:58 - Protect your peace and stop taking other people’s energy
    72:00 - Closing quote: find out who you are and do it on purpose

    1 hr 14 min
  • Falling into Claymation

    Deja and Michaela return after a short break to catch up on life, celebrate Michaela’s engagement, and talk through a season of change. They move from astrology and fall transitions into a bigger conversation about slowing down, rest, and how internal growth matters more than constant motion. They also cover recent combat sports news, including UFC, boxing, ADCC, and the ongoing cultural issues in jiu-jitsu. They highlight that if the world feels chaotic, the answer may be less rushing and more intentional silence.

    Timestamps

    00:00 - Back after a month of life updates

    01:26 - Virgo season, Libra gang, and birthday shout-outs
    04:14 - Alaska trip, cabin life, and bear country
    05:35 - Engagement in Alaska and the ring needing resizing
    07:08 - “If we only have four years left”
    08:20 - AI whistleblower fears and the pace of tech
    11:39 - Where is all this tech taking us?
    13:14 - Supplies, shortages, and surviving together
    15:57 - Surveillance, smart TVs, and 1984
    21:01 - Rage showing up in driving and daily life
    24:04 - Jiu-jitsu promotions and black belt shout-outs
    30:30 - Seminar structure, silence drills, and smooth instruction
    35:20 - Women’s open mat dates announced
    36:41 - Virgo and Libra season reading
    42:05 - UFC fight recap and Alexa Grasso’s win
    46:46 - Women’s bantamweight being depleted
    50:12 - UFC Noche card and matchup recap
    51:40 - Tom Aspinall’s injury and heavyweight uncertainty
    63:46 - Ryan Garcia vs. Conor Benn and Dana White in boxing
    68:13 - Dana White collecting talent across combat sports
    69:02 - ADCC highlights and Helena’s dominance
    72:02 - The brawl, Gordon Ryan, and biting in competition
    77:52 - UFC BJJ moving to Fight Pass
    78:28 - Claymation, fall, and the pressure to keep moving
    81:29 - Rest as part of training and life
    86:28 - Slowing down is not falling behind
    97:11 - Moving in intentional silence
    101:23 - Alan Watts on language, convention, and perception
    105:28 - Food, music, art, and the soul of culture

    1 hr 47 min
  • Groovin into Virgo

    In this episode, Michaela and Deja explore a wide range of topics, including the transition from Leo season to Virgo season, food safety, the state of education, survival skills, and current environmental events. They share personal stories, insights on cosmic transitions, and practical advice for navigating modern challenges. Deja and Michaela explore the significance of staying present and appreciating the moment, especially in the context of sports, personal growth, and life's transitions. They discuss recent UFC fights, women's sports, and the importance of intentionality and organization as we move into Virgo season.

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview

    00:35 Personal Updates and Weekend Activities
    53:06 Discussion on UFC fight highlights and retirements
    54:50 Analysis of McKenzie Dern's dominant win
    58:04 Gillian Robertson’s fight struggles and coaching critique
    01:00:27 Dean Thomas retires as a cornerman
    01:02:36 Women's divisions and upcoming fights
    01:09:55 Islam Makhachev vs. Ian Gary fight insights
    01:13:36 UFC monopolization and upcoming events
    01:17:29 The challenge of endurance and training in MMA
    01:22:16 Women's sports highlights and upcoming World Cup
    01:25:32 The cosmic exit and transitioning into Virgo season
    01:38:50 Closing thoughts and mindful reflection
    01:45:38 Inspirational quote by Martha Graham

    1 hr 49 min
  • Lion Strong

    In this episode, Michaela and Deja explore the impact of technology on society and the energetic vibes of Leo season. This episode is packed with insights on nature, AI, and embracing the moment. Deja and Michaela explore the themes of beginning anew, embracing authenticity, and the importance of kindness and empathy in personal growth. They draw lessons from Disney's The Lion King, astrology, and real-life experiences to inspire listeners to reset and reinvent themselves.

     

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview

    01:59 The Art of Napping and Weekend Recovery
    04:04 Environmental Concerns: Data Centers and Water Usage
    06:01 The Hidden Costs of Free AI Tools
    07:58 The Rise of Data Centers and Environmental Poisoning
    10:03 The Rapid Advancement of AI and Robotics
    12:00 Human Impact on Nature and Animal Safety
    14:01 The Problematic Nature of MMA Fan Culture
    16:00 Retirement and Future of UFC Fighters
    18:00 Authenticity and Realness in Content Creation
    19:55 The New iPhone Chip and Privacy Concerns
    21:57 Leo Season: Embracing Creativity and Authenticity
    24:04 Nature, Primal Instincts, and Human Safety
    26:05 The Power of Staying in Your Lane
    28:03 Respecting Nature and Animal Boundaries
    29:55 Overall Well-being and Creative Flow
    31:49 Upcoming UFC Events and Local Fights
    38:04 Recent UFC Fight Analysis and Fighter Updates
    43:00 The State of UFC Fight Card and Future Events
    47:57 Lessons from Nature and Animal Encounters
    49:58 The Impact of Culture, Society, and Technology

     

    1 hr 42 min
  • A New Sensei!!

    In this episode, Deja and Michaela catch up after a few weeks, discussing the impact of the current El Niño, their recent activities, and Deja's exciting milestone of recently earning her Black belt. They also dive into topics such as dealing with injuries, the culture of jiu-jitsu, and the global sports scene, including the World Cup and Wimbledon. Deja and Michaela analyze Conor McGregor's recent fight, the impact of fame and decision-making in sports, and the importance of humility and process in personal growth. They also explore upcoming UFC BJJ events, always improving and putting in the work, and the value of gratitude and perseverance. 

     

    Chapters

    00:00 Welcome back and recent updates

    02:24 Understanding the Super El Nino and climate effects
    06:28 Water issues, parasites, and environmental concerns
    12:00 Memorable moments in public and personal hygiene stories
    15:17 Deja's experience mowing and intrusive thoughts
    21:53 Deja's big milestone: earning her black belt
    24:04 Imposter syndrome and the journey of mastery
    30:03 The levels of skill and community in jujitsu
    40:02 Chasing belts, growth, and the culture of progression
    50:00 Sports updates: World Cup, soccer, and international games
    55:00 Soccer rules, red cards, and game analysis
    01:00:04 Wimbledon and tennis injuries, Serena Williams
    01:01:22 Closing thoughts and upcoming events

    2 hr 3 min
  • Finding the Space in the Pressure

    Michaela and Deja analyze the recent UFC White House event, societal influences, and the importance of awareness in a rapidly changing world. They explore themes of media manipulation, celebrity culture, personal growth, and midlife crisis. Michaela and Deja explore the nature of pressure, how to handle uncomfortable situations, and the importance of space for growth. They share personal insights, discuss current events, and offer practical advice on navigating life's challenges.

     

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction and Light Banter

    03:36 Navigating Aging and Midlife Crises
    06:29 Reflections on Physical Fitness and Health
    09:33 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Growth
    12:33 The Impact of Energy and Universal Connections
    15:27 Upcoming Events and Community Engagement
    18:34 Cancer Season and Emotional Awareness
    21:32 Pressure and Its Role in Personal Development
    28:04 Reflections on a Unique Event
    31:28 Positives and Negatives of the Event
    40:16 Controversial Comments and Their Impact
    48:36 The Future of Women's MMA
    56:39 AI's Role in Sports Rankings
    01:03:10 The Cost of Freedom
    01:07:19 Pop Culture and Scary Movies
    01:12:23 Pressure and Personal Growth
    01:20:49 Creating Space for Options
    01:32:03 Choke and consciousness outro edit.mp3

     

    1 hr 33 min
  • Hydration Beyond Water

    This episode Deja and Michaela cover the upcoming UFC 250 event, the controversy surrounding its organization, and predictions for the fights. They also share personal updates, training insights, and reflections on life's challenges and growth. They explore a wide range of topics, including movie sequels, conspiracy theories about underground cities, and the importance of hydration and self-care.

     

    Chapters

    00:00 Caffeine and Energy Boosts

    03:30 Moving Challenges and Experiences
    06:33 Sleep Patterns and Health
    09:33 Cultural Greetings and Connections
    12:30 Introduction and Merchandise Launch
    15:26 Transitioning Seasons and Personal Updates
    18:27 Physical Health and Mobility
    21:26 Progress in Jiu-Jitsu
    24:35 Collective Growth and Challenges
    27:31 Midlife Reflections and Emotional Growth
    30:35 Upcoming Competitions and Events
    33:24 UFC 250 Controversies and Predictions
    42:36 UFC Predictions and Controversies
    48:23 Legal Challenges and Political Implications of UFC Events
    53:25 Cultural Reflections and Entertainment in Sports
    58:30 The Evolution of Iconic Movie Franchises
    01:10:18 Personal Anecdotes and Observations on Head Sizes
    01:13:11 The Future of Jiu Jitsu and UFC
    01:16:00 Health and Safety in Competition
    01:17:41 Conspiracies and UFOs
    01:24:15 Hydration and Self-Care
    01:24:26 Intentional Movement and Rest
    01:31:10 Finding Balance in Life
    01:38:53 Empowering Women in Jiu Jitsu
    01:41:30 Choke and consciousness outro edit.mp3

    1 hr 42 min
  • Finding the Real in the Fake

    In this episode, Deja and Michaela explore a wide range of topics, including A.I., UFOs, aliens, and the nature of reality. They share personal insights, theories, and encourage listeners to question what they know and stay curious about the unknown. This episode dives into the recent MVP event, Ronda Rousey's comeback, the state of MMA and BJJ culture, the influence of UFC's monopolization, and the importance of authenticity in sports and entertainment. Deja and Michaela analyze fight outcomes, industry trends, and the impact of ego and marketing on fighters and fans. They discuss the impact of social media and the importance of staying grounded in reality amidst a world of fakeness.

     

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction and Welcome Back

    03:05 Exploring AI and Bots
    06:24 The Future of AI and Its Implications
    09:31 Aliens and Their Connection to Technology
    12:42 Theories of Time Travel and Reality
    15:12 The Matrix: Reality vs. Simulation
    20:46 Personal Reflections and Life Updates
    28:09 Injury Management and Recovery
    31:01 Competition Plans and Future Events
    33:22 Upcoming Competitions and Training Adjustments
    36:23 Financial Struggles and Event Costs
    41:00 Economic Concerns and Daily Life
    46:15 Gemini Season and Its Implications
    51:19 Event Review: MMA and Authenticity
    58:30 The Rise of Bare Knuckle Fighting
    01:01:48 Nate Diaz's Recent Performance and Future Prospects
    01:04:25 Ronda Rousey's Return: A Mixed Bag of Emotions
    01:07:06 The Impact of UFC on MMA and Jiu-Jitsu
    01:15:59 The Evolution of Jiu-Jitsu and Its Belt System
    01:22:45 The Future of Jiu-Jitsu in a Monopolized Landscape
    01:31:27 The Impact of UFC on Individual Fighters
    01:32:52 Staying Real in a World of Fakeness
    01:35:04 The Influence of AI on Music and Authenticity
    01:38:04 Finding Realness in Nature
    01:43:12 Navigating Fakeness in Personal and Professional Life
    01:51:54 Inner Peace vs. External Approval
    01:55:40 Grounding Yourself in a Noisy World
    01:58:51 Choke and consciousness outro edit.mp3

    2 hr
  • Stretching Before the Strength

    In this episode, Deja and Michaela discuss the significance of staying grounded during the new Taurus season, the controversy surrounding UFC fighter pay, and the exchanges between Ronda Rousey and Kayla Harrison. Michaela and Deja explore the importance of roots, patience, and discipline in personal growth, especially through the lens of martial arts, sports, and life challenges. They discuss how slowing down, being intentional, and embracing discomfort can lead to meaningful development and success.

    Chapters

    00:00 Audio Mishap and Introduction

    06:08 Health Updates and Personal Check-ins
    09:12 Event Recaps and Competition Highlights
    12:16 Taurus Season and Its Significance
    15:12 Rooted While Rising: A Seasonal Reflection
    18:09 Ronda Rousey's Comeback and UFC Discussion
    30:39 The Decline of UFC and Fighter Pay
    34:08 Ronda Rousey's Controversial Statements
    40:32 Ronda Rousey vs. Kayla Harrison: A Heated Exchange
    48:06 UFC's Political Entanglements
    55:24 The Future of MMA and Technology
    01:02:32 Celebrating Small Wins
    01:04:24 The Importance of Discipline and Preparation
    01:07:24 Slowing Down for Growth
    01:08:44 Rooted While Rising: Embracing Taurus Season
    01:13:36 The Journey of Self-Awareness
    01:18:31 Intentional Habits for Growth
    01:23:42 Embracing Discomfort for Growth
    01:28:31 The Power of Mindset and Intentionality
    01:35:49 Choke and consciousness outro edit.mp3

    1 hr 37 min
  • Decluttering the Soul

    In this episode, Michaela and Deja explore the importance of decluttering not just in our physical environment, but also within our minds and spirits. Deja and Michaela share personal insights on how seasonal transitions inspire reflection, growth, and a more intentional way of living. Key Topics included the symbolism of spring for renewal and decluttering; emotional and mental clutter; recognizing and letting go; how physical clutter impacts mental clarity; the significance of awareness before initiating change; and UFC/MMA and current BJJ news. 

     

    Chapters: 

    • (00:00) - Welcome and technical setup; embracing the skillful chaos of spring
    • (02:44) - Observing nature: signs of spring around the backyard
    • (06:07) - How time accelerates as we age and the significance of seasonal awareness
    • (08:50) - The importance of environmental comfort in education; variations across regions
    • (09:30) - Predictions and speculations about the upcoming week and cosmic shifts
    • (10:40) - Shadow realm and spiritual dimensions: insight into UFC's wild finish
    • (12:44) - Training updates: resilience, progress, and managing age-related challenges
    • (15:12) - The mental grind of blue belt in martial arts and progressing through stages
    • (16:37) - The joy of learning in purple belt and the nuances of belt progression
    • (17:42) - Transitioning from competitive to mentoring roles in brown belt
    • (19:17) - The jump in skill and strategy from purple to brown belts of competition
    • (21:15) - The impact of competition on strength and confidence development
    • (22:36) - Measuring physical growth: challenges and reality check
    • (24:26) - The value of promoting fighters and promotions: UFC and fight event insights
    • (26:33) - Exciting upcoming events: chess boxing and women’s grappling competitions
    • (28:22) - Reflecting on the evolution of self-defense training and community engagement
    • (29:24) - Nostalgia and humor around April Fools' pranks, themes of deception
    • (32:02) - Curiosity about the origins: cultural stories behind April Fools’ Day
    • (36:11) - The legend of Gotham and early April Fools’ traditions
    • (37:16) - Practicing street-level deception: humor and distraction strategies
    • (38:22) - Creative pranks: from harmless jokes to optional chaos at work
    • (40:07) - The energy and tension of current social interactions and personal responses
    • (44:46) - Highlights and shocking moments from UFC fights
    • (47:42) - Retirement announcements and career milestones of fighters
    • (48:42) - Notable knockouts and injuries in women’s MMA
    • (50:08) - Spotting signs of unconsciousness; fighter safety in the cage
    • (52:24) - The importance of quick referee intervention during dangerous moments
    • (54:15) - The trauma of brutal knockouts and the boundaries of fighter resilience
    • (55:49) - The evolution of fighter recovery and the importance of mental health
    • (66:16) - The decline of UFC's entertainment value and industry critique
    • (69:17) - Industry drama: John Jones, Dana White, and fighter negotiations
    • (70:25) - The debate around fighter strength, age, and weight classes
    • (77:10) - The future of combat sports: innovative event ideas and prize pools
    • (81:49) - Decluttering ego and training focus for better development
    • (83:49) - Managing emotional and mental clutter: stress and reactive patterns
    • (85:52) - The importance of awareness in mental and emotional pruning
    • (87:14) - The grounding power of grounding sounds and music in mindfulness
    • (88:57) - Practicality of decluttering space and mental clarity through awareness
    • (90:12) - Discovering new techniques and the joy of learning in martial arts
    • (91:57) - Recognizing patterns of frustration and the importance of self-awareness
    • (94:47) - Analogies of hoarding: material and emotional accumulation
    • (96:16) - The spiritual spring cleaning: clearing mental, emotional, and social clutter
    • (97:19) - Reflective practices: morning routines and quiet moments of insight
    • (98:19) - Encouragement to keep decluttering and embracing fresh energy
    • 1 hr 40 min

    About Chokes and Consciousness

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    A sports podcast dedicated to the engagement and elevation of Women’s mma and grappling. Michaela, former collegiate athlete, current mma fighter, and jiu jitsu practitioner. Deja, former collegiate…