Chredmar

Ministry school was not what I expected it to be, it definitely did not have the positive effects I thought! After two years of graduating, this is where I’m at!

As a young adult I have to find something worth working towards or I won’t do it! I HATE clocking in to work, but for now it’s what I have to do! But not for forever! I am deciding to work towards a better future for myself, and I want that for you!

I am not one for New Years resolutions, I don’t usually set goals for myself, and if I do I never complete them! This time I think it’s different, I actually want to work towards something! What do you think?

So I have covid, and it really has made me completely stop. With two weeks of doing nothing, I have had so much time to truly just stop and reflect. Am I not doing enough? Where should I be in life right now? Am I just plane dumb? 22 years old, why am I not further?

I have always HATED the idea of a relationship, not really my thing! But as I get older I find myself so continuously thinking about one! Am I ready? Is my mind ready? Am I physically ready for one? So much to think about while the world around me keep moving!

I don’t think my voice and the way I act effects my friendships or even certain relationships. However it is a very big insecurity of mine and I am just now allowing myself to realize that I am insecure about it and want to talk about it. Very much in a season of learning to love every part of me and this is one of the hurdles. Love you guys!

Imagine me shaking you, telling you to see what I see in you! You’re literal perfection, have so much to offer, and I LOVE YOU! It’s not easy but so worth the journey!

22, working full time, full time student ... who am I? What do I live for? Who do I want to become? Let’s talk!!

Welcome, we are here to smile and love together! Thank you for listening, I love!