This is the testimony of both me and Esther, My friend, to show people why we have changed, why we are 'religious' or considered 'fanatics' and gave our lives to God. It's deeper than just growing up in a church and being a christian Kid. Because, that's not exactly what people referred to us as. We want to open your eyes to the reality of many Christians and understand that it's not about always being good but that anyone of every past and background can come to Christ. Homosexual, Muslim, atheist, jew, Pagan, universalist, drunkards, smart, not, even murderers. We are all sinners and fall under the judgement of God and have to pay the price. By the grace of God, Jesus Christ died for you and me so that we didn't have to pay our sins ourselves - as a just judge would sentence. But our God found a way to be just and merciful at once, out of his love for humanity. Remember, Paul was a Murderer of Christians! (And my favorite prophet) - and he wrote more than half of the New testament! Never forget that God will always love you. You can always grow. Jesus loves you my dear. I love you too.