I was never regular size. Over 500 lbs when I got out of high school.

Could never get under 300 before program. OK at 350. 

2019 over 500 and smoking crack.  Not a happy camper..

Sober the to OA. . Lost a bunch of weight. and then took my will back.

I was  given direction to pray which was not he kind of direction I thought I needed but I did it anyway.

My life was changing but really kicked into gear when I really did the steps with a sponsor.

I have a list of alcoholic foods I do not touch however I also have no craving.

Today I do daily program work and I get nuts if I don't.

I still get resentful I have to work a spiritual program around food.