In it. Watching it. On a precipice knowing I need to jump, I'm scared. There is no one. Baba Ram Dass comforts me. Sex with closeness is desired as I work through my intimacy issues. How else and where else can I draw in closeness, where do I or we create separateness, texting? How can we get closer? Call. Closer still? Make plans to meet. Closer still?...thanks for being here