The bravest soldier is the one who has no one to go to. High heels is the courage to walk alone. No matter how painful it was, there was no choice but to only walk alone. I would rather figure it out on my own, than to ask for help. Anytime I would ask for help it would either be I had to do something in return or there was a motive behind it. High heels isn’t just a symbol of courage, it’s symbol of being brave. Walking through the fire with no regrets or doubts left to give. The reality of home is place where you can no longer return to. You never ran in a pack, you weren’t meant to walk alone. No wonder why no one understands why you are quiet and don’t put up with anyone’s shit. You are strong, given the toughest of battles and still somehow you survived. 

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Mother’s Day should be a holiday filled with joy, but instead two ways of joy are not joy at all and you wish to skip this holiday every year. Not being able to have a child of my own, while discontinuing a relationship that was unhealthy. It’s a holiday that only remains with pain. Being thankful to have children of your own who cherish you as well as a mother you can cherish it with. Leaving the relationship was best decision for my own self, while finding out the most devastating news any person could have. Receive We could adopt but I would rather not go through that pain either. I was adopted and has remained close to my adopted dad who is just my dad. I just don’t like being asked if I am mother or do you celebrate Mother’s Day? I know it’s not their fault because they wouldn’t know, but many don’t have the opportunity to have children of their own or have a relationship to celebrate the holiday. So tell, just because you have a mother or can have kids of your own. It’s not the same for everyone else.

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I don’t need apologies or excuses, I don’t care. I learned to forgive myself. The only person that really matters is myself. Sail my vessel, I had to go through difficult moments but I didn’t let define me or change me. You got what you deserved. The only reason why many of you want to talk now is because you got caught. You don’t care, you only care because you got caught. I’m not stupid and I will walk away from you. I don’t care if that makes you mad. You can’t have it both ways. You can’t treat people like trash and expect them to forgive you. You have lost your mind. Either you are a cheater who will always cheat and be unfaithful or your someone who will always run their mouth because you have a big ego and don’t care how it effects everyone else. You view yourself above every else and now you are paying for it. Never judge a book by its cover because you never know what that individual had to go through to remain calm. 

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The darkest things can either make or break you. I don’t put up with no ones bullshit. Never let the dark define you or let it build an ego that makes you unrecognizable. Being narcissistic, someone with a big ego and likes being petty gets you nowhere in life. Many like me will put you in your place. Breaking someone’s confidentiality and playing the victim. When you were never the victim. Lying to a company that you were never a supervisor but just a vendor so they would hire you. So that you would look better. The truth would soon come out. You thought I forgot . No, I waited until you were done running your mouth to make my move. You playing checkers while I was playing chess. I remained quiet, while you kept showing your true colours. I don’t play your foolish games. How would you feel if your confidentiality was broken? You shared confidential information to the whole store about my health. You could never be trusted with confidential information but you still wanted to be a doctor? Many lawsuits would be filed against you since you violated HIPPA and the right to privacy? Don’t come apologizing to me now, it’s too late. You’re only sorry because you got caught. When a supervisor says their fed up and says they are tired of everyone complaining but no one ever tells you the problem. They just left you in the dark. So I wasn’t the problem, you just wanted to make a problem. I always left my personal problems at the door and only focused on what needed to be done, but many of you wanted to bring your personal problems inside. I won’t forgive what you did, because you knew what were doing. I am not stupid, I play stupid because I don’t want you think that I caught on. I stand on business and the truth. Once you show your colours and who you really are, it’s too late now. When you like to be petty when you get into trouble, I don’t play those games. I’ll put you in your place. You don’t want to mess with me. Russian Roulette your life will never be the same once you cross me. “Gypsy Heart”, I am not mean, I am not perfect, I made mistakes. I did things I regret. I said things I regret, but I always learned from the lessons and became stronger. What many of you don’t know I have a mass and been battling many health problems. Do you see me crying wolf, treating people like trash or being petty? No, but once you put me through hell, I will walk through it and rise like a Phoenix. I have been through something much darker that no one knows about. I was sexually, mentally and physically abused by someone I didn’t know. I still have scars, I had to learn to break the chains on my own. I never blamed no one. I never let the past define me. People still talk trash about me, but where are they, oh, well they are in the past hating on everyone around them. Instead of healing themselves, they hurt everyone that comes into contact with them. I might be pissed, but I chose to heal, instead of lashing out. Lashing out will only hurt the ones who are trying to help you. I may have gone through many dark things in my life, but I chose to use my life story as a survival guide to help others. The ones you broke, will heal right in front of you. So really all did was make you look weak. The strong ones will be down for a minute, but we get back up again. Nothing will ever hold us down. When you have the God all almighty on your side, nothing is impossible. When you don’t have the great Lord in your life, that’s what shows the evil that is inside of you. It doesn’t mean we can’t guide you, but the choice is yours. If you want to change or not, but don’t forget how you treat others will come back ten times worse. You will reap what you sowed. 

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