In this episode of Color Shift, Nathan sits down with Amy, a Black transracial adoptee who was adopted at just two months old and primarily raised by a single white mother in Rhode Island. Amy reflects on what it was like growing up in a predominantly white environment and how those early experiences shaped her understanding of identity, race, and belonging.

Amy speaks candidly about her adoption story and the complicated realities that can exist within adoptive families. She shares openly about her decision to go no-contact with her adoptive mother and what it meant for her to make that choice. With honesty and clarity, Amy discusses the emotional weight of setting boundaries and the process of redefining family on her own terms.

Throughout the conversation, Amy explores the intersections of race, adoption, and self-discovery, and what it has looked like for her to claim her own voice as an adult adoptee. Her willingness to talk about the difficult parts—while still holding space for growth and reflection—makes this a deeply honest and powerful conversation.

This episode speaks to the complexities many adoptees carry but don’t always feel safe expressing out loud. Amy’s story is one of truth-telling, agency, and the ongoing journey of understanding who you are beyond the narratives others may have written for you.

Where you can find Amy: 

Tik tok: @divinely.amyy
Instagram: @amyjacksonhouse
Facebook: Amy Jackson House

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Patrick (“Pat”) was adopted from Vietnam at six months old and raised in Central Pennsylvania, just outside of Harrisburg, where he still lives today. At sixteen, he returned to Vietnam on a motherland tour with his adoption agency — a trip that would profoundly shape his understanding of his own story. During that visit, he met his birth mother for the first time. His birth father had already passed away.

In this episode of Color Shift, Pat reflects on what it was like to return to his birth country as a teenager, to stand face-to-face with the woman who gave him life, and to begin integrating pieces of his identity that once felt distant or abstract.

He also shares about finding adoptee community later in life through a local social media group — and what happened when he took a chance and showed up to an event without knowing anyone in the room.

This is a conversation about reunion, risk, and the unexpected ways belonging can find us when we decide to step into the unknown.

Harrisburg AAPI Website: HAAPI

HAAPI Instagram: @harrisburgaapi

Pat's personal Instagram: @pattythang

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In this episode, Nathan sits down with Hasina, a transracial adoptee born in Dhaka, Bangladesh in 1977. With little known about her birth story, Hasina spent her earliest years in an orphanage before being adopted at age three by a white Canadian family and raised on a farm outside of London, Ontario.

Hasina shares what it was like growing up in isolation, navigating identity without mirrors, and carrying unanswered questions about her beginnings. She also reflects on a later turning point—leaving home and moving to Toronto, where she entered a family made up of adoptees from around the world and experienced diversity in a new, embodied way.

This conversation explores belonging, displacement, and the quiet shifts that happen when adoptees find reflection, proximity, and chosen family.

Find Hasina's book here: Longing to Belong

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In this special episode of Color Shift, we have invited a panel of guest to talk about their experiences at Camp Rice.  A Korean Culture camp hosted by Asia Families.  Hyn and Monica attended Camp Rice last year as "campers" for the first time.  They report that their experience and time there was nothing short of life changing, rejuvenating and much needed.  Hollee had the incredible task of leading Camp Rice for the Korean Adult Adoptees, she expresses her joy, slight fatigue but overall amazement of how incredible the "campers" were during this extended weekend.  Join your host, Nathan Choi, as he deep dives into the experiences of Monica, Hyun and Hollee.

Below is an excerpt from ASIA Families' website, describing a little about Camp Rice. 

"Healing with our Ancestors"

Adult Adoptee Program at Camp Rice with Hollee McGinnis aka Lee Hwa Young and Kim-Sue Stevens

a body, heart, and soul journey of re•clamation and re•indigenizing ourselves  to our ancestral wisdom

“Theme: A Journey of Friendship”

 "Healing with Our Ancestors" is an adult adoptee program developed by Korean adoptee Hollee McGinnis, PhD, and co-facilitated with Kim-Sue Stevens that will be offered at Asia Families' annual Camp Rice. This program for adult adoptees is intended to be a space for us to re•claim those parts of us that were taken, abandoned, or forgotten and re•indigenize ourselves to our inner truths and ancestral wisdom. This year’s theme invites us to walk a path of friendship, coming to befriend ourselves, each other, and the world.

Set within the context of Asia Familie's Camp Rice for Korean adoptive families, this program is unique for adoptees who may want to bring their children to a Korean culture camp, or who are looking to experience a retreat space for their growth and meaning of being adopted. During our time we will engage in various contemporary mind, body, and energetic practices rooted in ancestral wisdom from Asia and South Korea to harmonize and integrate various parts of ourselves: East and West, suffering and joy, mind and heart, body and spirit, logic and intuition, giving and receiving, doing and being.

We will engage in activities that will explore who we are, the parts we are ready to set down, reconnect with those parts we had lost so we can feel more whole, and show up the way we want to be in the world.

Website: Adult Adoptee Registration

Facebook:  Asia Families

Instagram: Asia Families

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In this episode of Color Shift, we’re joined by Steven, a Vietnamese adoptee who grew up in Wyoming and has returned to Vietnam several times as an adult. Steven reflects on transracial adoption, identity, and what it means to reconnect with a place that holds both history and possibility.

We also talk about Adoptive Threads, a project Steven created to support adoptee-led organizations and provide supplies to orphanages, including the one where his life began.

This conversation explores belonging, memory, and how adoptees navigate the spaces between past and present—holding complexity, curiosity, and care along the way.

Steven's t-shirt company: www.adoptivethreads.com

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Most of the time, I would have a nice info here for the show notes about the guest.  Well, this time, I am keeping short and sweet.  The guest this week is none other than myself, Nate Choi.  I am also happy to introduce my long time friend Jeremy.  Jeremy did an amazing job interviewing and being such a respectful host for this episode. 

This episode was scary, hard, wonderful and amazing.  I teared up a little bit and we definitely laughed a lot as well.  

Thank you to Jeremy for being a great host.  

I hope you enjoy. 

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Karasalla was born in Hawaiʻi, mixed Samoan and Black, and entered the foster care system before her first birthday. She was later adopted by a white, conservative family in Oregon, where she grew up navigating questions of race, identity, and belonging—often without the language or mirrors to fully understand her experience.

In this episode of Color Shift, Karasalla reflects on what it meant to grow up racially different within her adoptive family and community, and the ways love, effort, and limitation can coexist. She shares about her adoptive mother’s willingness to learn—especially the significance of seeking out how to care for her hair—and how those acts of intention mattered deeply.

Karasalla also speaks candidly about being in reunion with her biological mother and siblings, offering an honest perspective on reunion as not a finish line, but the beginning of another journey—one filled with connection, grief, curiosity, and growth.

This episode explores the ongoing nature of identity, the complexity of family, and what it means to continue becoming, long after adoption papers are signed.

Tiktok: @karasallafale

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In this episode, Alejandra shares her journey as a Guatemalan adoptee raised in the predominately white suburbs of Baltimore. Adopted at 15 months old, Alejandra always knew she was adopted — but knowing didn’t mean understanding. From growing up without Spanish to navigating a childhood where no one looked like her, she reflects on the quiet but constant reminders of difference that shaped her identity.

Alejandra talks about the pivotal year her mother took a sabbatical to live with her in Mexico so she could learn Spanish, and later, her decision to spend a year in Guatemala reconnecting with the country she came from. She also shares the emotional experience of searching for and meeting her biological family in 2019, and how becoming a mother herself has deepened her appreciation, compassion, and grief for the woman who gave birth to her.

This episode explores identity, language loss, reunion, and the weight of what it means to know — and not know — where you come from. Alejandra’s story offers tenderness, honesty, and a window into the layered reality of transnational adoption.

https://www.safepassage.org

https://www.thetiesprogram.com/guatemala-ties-heritage-tours

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Episode Description – Jacob: When Adoption Breaks Down

In this episode of Color Shift, host Nathan Choi talks with Jacob, who shares a powerful and often overlooked side of adoption — what happens when an adoptive placement doesn’t last.

Adopted from Ethiopia at age two and raised in Brisbane, Jacob spent his early childhood in an Australian family until, at age eleven, he was handed over to the Department of Human Services. From there, he entered the foster care system, moving through multiple placements, navigating instability, and enduring experiences no child should have to face. By eighteen, he aged out of care and stepped into adulthood completely on his own.

Despite losing connection with his adoptive parents, Jacob maintains a strong, meaningful relationship with his adopted sister—a bond that helped him stay grounded through years of upheaval.

In our conversation, Jacob opens up about the realities of bouncing from home to home, the emotional weight of feeling unwanted, and the resilience required to build a life without familial stability. His story shines a light on the gaps in both adoption and foster care systems, and on the strength it takes to survive when every anchor is pulled away.

This episode is a raw and necessary look into the experiences rarely talked about in adoption: breakdown, displacement, and the long road toward creating your own sense of safety and belonging.

ICAV -Intercountry Adoptee Voices

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Episode Description:
In this episode of Color Shift, Nathan sits down with Claire, a Korean adoptee, empowerment coach, and somatic practitioner. Claire shares her journey of reconnection—how exploring the body’s wisdom helped her navigate questions of identity, belonging, and healing as a transracial adoptee.

Together, they talk about what it means to move beyond survival, reclaim voice, and find grounding in one’s own truth. This conversation invites listeners to slow down, reflect, and consider how healing can begin with simply learning to listen—to ourselves and to each other.

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Insta: https://www.instagram.com/claire_magenheimer?igsh=bjNuczA0d2ZmbWpy&utm_source=qr

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