"When life knocks you down make sure you land on your back, because if you can look up, you can get up!" Les Brown. Life will always try to knock you down and sometimes it will succeed, but you don't have to stay down. You can get up! Keep getting up! Keep fighting! Don't have that negative mindset that has caused you to struggle so hard for so long! Change your mind (Romans 12:1-2). Change your self talk to what God's word says about you. The change won't happen overnight, but you will start noticing a difference after a while.