Yall. Like, yall. I had taken two tests that came back positive and I was a whole 43yr old. I was not okay. Well, I was okay/happy/excited/grateful, but I was old and rickety and tired. Was sho’ looking forward to just me and my husband. I remember immediately saying “Lord, I’m old. I know you do all things well, but I’m old” I also remember saying “maaaan, Lord you gotta fix some stuff. I gotta get my attitude together. 

Just ughhhh.”