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In this episode, I talk about my brother Charles passing away unexpectedly.

John 11:26

26 and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?”

Revelation 21:4

4 ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

Romans 14:8

8 For if we live, we live for the Lord,* and if we die, we die for the Lord; so then, whether we live or die, we are the Lord's.

I can't believe it has been four months since I created an episode. I am a work in progress. That is what this episode is about.  Praying the Most High helps me to be more obedient. Praying this episode blesses you. 

Isaiah 58

Cry aloud, spare not, lift up thy voice like a trumpet, and shew my people their transgression, and the house of Jacob their sins.

2 Yet they seek me daily, and delight to know my ways, as a nation that did righteousness, and forsook not the ordinance of their God: they ask of me the ordinances of justice; they take delight in approaching to God.

3 Wherefore have we fasted, say they, and thou seest not? wherefore have we afflicted our soul, and thou takest no knowledge? Behold, in the day of your fast ye find pleasure, and exact all your labours.

4 Behold, ye fast for strife and debate, and to smite with the fist of wickedness: ye shall not fast as ye do this day, to make your voice to be heard on high.

5 Is it such a fast that I have chosen? a day for a man to afflict his soul? is it to bow down his head as a bulrush, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him? wilt thou call this a fast, and an acceptable day to the Lord?

6 Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

7 Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

8 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the Lord shall be thy reward.

9 Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;

10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:

11 And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.

12 And they that shall be of thee shall build the old waste places: thou shalt raise up the foundations of many generations; and thou shalt be called, The repairer of the breach, The restorer of paths to dwell in.

For years I questioned where do I fit in. Where do I belong? It wasn't until I turned my life over to the Most High God, that I realized I wasn't meant to fit in or belong.  This has been a true wake up call. 

On this episode, I give an update on my battle with gluttony. The Most High God WILL get the glory. I also discuss my fear I had about losing my parents. Finally, I will share a conversation my Father and I had about God.

Welcome back to Season 2 Episode 1. On this episode I will be sharing my testimony about a sin that I was struggling with. I pray that this episode helps those who may be struggling to give a burden over to God. Blessing family.

You must like being abused and cheated on. Why is it so hard for you to just leave? I would never date a man that went to jail. Why do you stay with him? Is that his child? Did you know that he was with her?  Are you desperate? These are just a few of the comments/questions thrown at me. People would judge and make assumptions all the time about me and my relationship. Even I didn't understand why I stayed with this man until a few years ago. The Most High God revealed to me why I stayed. In doing so, He also healed and restored my life. Giving The Most High all the glory and the praise. The Most High provided all the things that I was searching for in the past 23 years. Most important was His forgiveness and unconditional love. I pray that this episode helps encourage someone.

The enemy comes to kill, steal and destroy. When his week attempts fail, he will use your family against you. He will do anything to gain access to you. I turned this situation over to The Most High. God said "Speak". I pray this sets us free. God has a plan. Walking by faith, not by site.