Complicated Noise

Complicated Noise

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Complicated Noise episodes

  • #26: News and Views
    I talk about what's been going on lately. I've acquired new technology, talk about work (and drop hints about what I do professionally), start to rant about anti-vaxxers (this little juicy episode is coming soon), and I give some pretty solid (or liquid…) advice at the end. (The music at the beginning is from Animal Crossing. It's my favourite: KK Faire.) Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    25 min
  • #25: Oh, Brother
    I talk about why I am missing podcast episode deadlines and some incredible news I received from my family. I have a brother who I've never met! Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    21 min
  • #24: Weight For It
    I talk about what's been keeping me busy lately (writing code and programming), my weight loss that my doctor is concerned with, and then I talk about food (scrambled eggs and breakfast burritos?!), physical weakness, and processing the death(s) in my family since the last podcast episode. Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    22 min
  • #23: Loss and Lost
    In this one, I talk about the major loss(es) in my family and how powerless I feel being so far away when I feel like my family needs me. I also talk about how much I miss them and wish I could go back for a while. Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    27 min
  • #22: Fears, Irrational
    A talk about the hot sun turns into me complaining about things that irritate me and then it turns into a confessional about what I am scared of for really dumb reasons. Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    27 min
  • #21: Out with the Old, In with the New
    I talk about what's happened in 2018 and how I hope to improve in 2019. I also talk about what I hope is going to happen this year and how I'm already proud of myself about what I've accomplished on a personal level. I have high hopes for self-improvement and I won't let myself down! Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    32 min
  • #20: Introduction (Jan 2019)
    If you haven't listened for a while or if you're new, this is an introduction with the latest information that explains a little bit about what my podcast is, what it's about, who's involved, and who I am. Every so often I do these (if a lot has changed, and they have). Link to post | Buy me a coffee
    15 min
  • #19: Holidazed

    Happy holidays! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

    I give you updates about my mental health and getting back into the swing of things out of necessity. My partner isn't around and I miss him—and I get a little jealous sometimes of his family. I also talk a little bit about getting him to stay here with me. I talk about why my holiday spirit is in the toilet and some lady picked me up at the grocery store… and I went home with her.

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    30 min
  • #18: Birthday and Healing

    This episode is a bit interesting because one part was recorded before I went to the doctor and the other was recorded after I took medication for my issues. I talk about my last year of my 30s, my doctor visits after recording my last podcast episode, my mental health, and how important it is to get mental issues checked on before things get much worse (though it is quite hard to make the first step).

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    39 min
  • #17: Therapeutic

    I've been having a rough time lately so, thinking that talking it out will make me feel better, I record this. I talk about the problems I'm having, my struggles dealing with those problems mentally, how I plan to deal with those problems, and what I'm thankful for. I get a little bit emotional in this one (because I've been an emotional mess lately).

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    40 min

About Complicated Noise

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Personal journal podcast of an American gay guy who now resides in the great country of Australia. I talk about my life, the places I go to, the food I eat, or anything I think about.