Composed Mess

Composed Mess

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Composed Mess episodes

  • #9: I Was The Christian Camp Counselor

    In this episode, Finn (they/he) talks all things about working at a Christian camp. They talk about their religious experience with purity culture, not ever feeling completely welcome, and their gender identity while being in that environment. Follow Finn on Instagram and TikTok at @finn.adelle. Follow The Podcast on Instagram at @thiscomposedmess.

    41 min
  • #8: Binary Brainwashed

    In this episode, Finn (they/he) talks all things about their gender identity. Finn dives into their experience growing up labeled a "tom-boy", wishing they looked like their ex-boyfriends, and desires to chop all their hair off at the age of ten. Follow Finn on Instagram and TikTok at @finn.adelle. Follow The Podcast on Instagram at @thiscomposedmess.

    41 min
  • #7: A Whole Lot of Nothing

    In this episode, Finn (they/them) forgets that a podcast is supposed to happen and rambles for less than 20 minutes. Follow Finn on Instagram and TikTok at @finn.adelle. Follow The Podcast on Instagram at @thiscomposedmess.

    14 min
  • #6: PeopleTalk With My Brother, Damon

    In this cozy chit-chat episode, Finn (they/he) invites their younger brother, Damon (he/him) to the table. They talk about all things growing up in Chicago, their rocky sibling dynamic in childhood, and Damon's love for War Hammer. Follow Finn on Instagram and TikTok at @finn.adelle. Follow The Podcast on Instagram at @thiscomposedmess.

    40 min
  • #5: Goodwill Girl and Answering DMs

    In this episode, Finn (they/he), addresses their viral Goodwill Girl TikTok, answers your anonymous DMs, and dives into their journey towards self-acceptance. They give personal tea on gender, their sexuality, and how they still call themselves a lesbian. Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle. Follow This Composed Mess at @thiscomposedmesspodcast.

    44 min
  • #5: Working For The Mouse

    In this episode, Finn (they/them) talks about their experience working at Walt Disney World and how their experience impacted their gender and sexual identities. Finn dives into working in attractions at the Magic Kingdom, the dating experience with cast members, and the haunted ghost named George. Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle. Follow This Composed Mess, The Podcast on Instagram at @thiscomposedmessthepodcast.

    1 hr 3 min
  • #4: Religious Deconstruction

    In this episode, Finn (they/them) talks about their current identity in being a Queer Christian. Topics include Finn growing up in a non-denominational church, attending a YMCA camp for 5+ years, cursing at God for years, and learning how to reconcile with their past. 

    TW: This episode does include mentions of sexual assault, religious trauma, and internalised homophobia. Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle. Follow The Podcast of This Composed Mess at @thiscomposedmess on Instagram. 

    1 hr 5 min
  • #3: My Childhood (Obsession With Peter Pan)

    In this episode, Finn (they/them) talks about living life in the Chicago suburbs as a child and young adult. Finn dives in to talking about their traumatic hamster experience, all things LaserDisc related, and how Disney films were their number one draft pick every day. Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle. Follow the podcast, This Composed Mess on Instagram at @thiscomposedmess.

    32 min
  • #2: Exposing My Costar Chart

    In this two of two-episode special release for the launch of This Composed Mess, host Fin (they/them) talks about their astrology chart from Costar, their Enneagram identity, and many other get-to-know you topics. They are more than curious to hear about your enneagram test also. Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle.

    21 min
  • #1: What Is This Composed Mess?

    In this one of two-episode special release for the launch of This Composed Mess, host Finn (he/him) introduces themselves and explains what they will be talking about in future episodes. Some of the things discussed this episode include: Finn's experience of coming out at the age of 23, TikTok outing them out of the closet, and how they met their current partner.  Follow Finn on Instagram at @finn.adelle and Tiktok at @finnadelle.

    39 min

About Composed Mess

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Host Finn (he/him) invites you into the conversations he is normally having alone, while fighting for his life on a Citi bike in Brooklyn. Whether the conversation is about his queer identity, how he…