People of Faith are afraid of the word "doubt", but questions and seeking are part of a healthy faith journey. People throughout the Bible wrestled with the tension between their understanding of the world and their faith tradition.
To ask questions: concordpreschurch.com
Some reading:
Faith after Doubt: https://www.amazon.com/Faith-After-Doubt-Beliefs-Stopped/dp/1250262771
Richard Rohr on Doubt: https://cac.org/daily-meditations/doubt-a-necessary-tool-for-growth-2021-02-01/
Rachel Held Evans: https://www.amazon.com/Searching-Sunday-Loving-Leaving-Finding/dp/0718022122
Frank Schaeffer: https://www.amazon.com/Why-Atheist-Believes-GodNew-Title-ebook/dp/B00KDOMMUO/