Confessions From The Closet

Last Monday was National Coming Out Day. Why do we have a National Coming Out Day? Why do we feel the need to come out? Why can’t we “keep it to ourselves” these are all topics discussed on today’s episode.

Why LGBT People in TV Will NOT Turn Kids Gay.

It's official Dancing With The Stars made show history this week with their first ever same-sex duo and I couldn't be more happy. Growing up knowing I was gay I wish I would have seen characters that looked and loved like me on tv and media. But that wasn't the case, how much self-hatred, isolation and depression would that have saved me from?

Here we are in 2021 and finally we have more and more representation in television and conservative Christians are now crying "grooming". Lord Jesus help us all. Listen in to this weeks episode to understand why this is NOT grooming your children to be gay.

Grief is a sneaky thing and you are not alone. How do you deal with or process grief? Do you self isolate, gather with friends, are you questioning your faith? There are so many sides to grief and I'm here to say there is no shame in feeling out all the areas to find yourself in all the pain.

If you have been listening and keeping up with the show you know my wife Mari and I have had a rough couple months. After losing our pastor suddenly and tragically in July, this last week we lost another close friend who was like family.

She also was a big part of our church and our friend circle. This one has rocked us to our core and made us both step back and question a lot of things. What do we believe, what in the world is going on, are we truly living this life the way we want to?

This week we dive into those questions and share how we are trying to cope, process and honor our lost loved ones through our pain. Whether you are going through loss from death or loss from loss of relationship there can be trauma in both and we have to leave ourselves space to process and grow through these moments.

Coming out shouldn’t be so hard. This week Leticia sat down with Jordan and Hayleigh, fiancés and co-founders of the Proud Love Collective an "online community that exists to help LGBTQIA+ christians safely navigate the coming out process." Raised by Evangelical Pastors in the south, reconciliation between their sexuality and their faith was a journey they traveled together and are now helping others navigate through their journey and experiences.

This weeks episode Leticia found 20 questions for lesbian couples found here and she and her wife Mari take turns answering each question.

Coming out; what a crazy, beautiful scary thing. When Leticia read her friends coming out story on social media last January she knew she had to have her on the podcast.

A few excerpts from today's guest Erica Hairistons' coming out post.

"I've known I am gay for a very, very long time, but knowing and accepting something are different matters entirely. Burying the truth suffocated me, trapping me in a pit of despair, pain, and isolation I wasn't sure I had the strength to escape until I did, and if my story of coming out of that grave can help even one of you do the same, whatever your grave may be, then it will be worth sharing. "

It has been said from the beginning on this podcast, we all of a closet of some sort, and in our vulnerability and sharing our stories we are liberating and giving other's the permission to come out of the darkness and find their true authentic free selves.

Books Mentioned in Episode

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Video's Referenced:

Pastor Daryl Roach full sermon "God's Perspective On Love: https://youtu.be/zV-go-VH0Eg

Lifeboats: https://youtu.be/7nsK2ANmy5k

Have you ever thought or asked the question "well have you tried to pray being LGBTQ away?"

On this weeks episode Mari & Leticia sit down and discuss the new Netflix documentary Pray Away, where former leaders of the "pray the gay away" movement contend with the aftermath unleashed by their actions, while a survivor seeks healing and acceptance from more than a decade of trauma. 

They discuss their pasts and how they tried to pray it away for over a decade to no avail. This concept and belief is so damaging and taking so many lives, it needs to end and the healing process must begin.

Belonging vs Fitting In which one are you doing?

Leticia & Mari sit down and discuss this and it all stemmed from a line in a book Leticia is currently reading called "Outlove, A Queer Christian Survival Story" link here https://amzn.to/3ldu6Bl

This one part stuck out to Leticia where the author is discussing and article she read. "It was about tokenism and feeling pressure to be perfect around straight Christians, as if they're always watching and making judgements about the whole LGBTQ community based on her every move."

Brene Brown said, "As it turns out, men and women who have the deepest sense of true belonging are people who also have the courage to stand alone when called to do that. They are willing to maintain their integrity and risk disconnection in order to stand up for what they believe in,"

We live in a world where we have been programmed to not stand out and to fit in and be like everyone else. This is not only sad but hurting us, we are all made so uniquely different with a vast array of colors that we were never meant to all look the same. Life would be so much more beautiful if we walked in our truest self and callings. So which are you doing, belonging or fitting in?

Have you ever had someone close to you go through depression and you’re not sure how to love them? In today's episode Leticia & her wife Mari discuss ways that Mari has helped support Leticia when she starts going through her depression. Leticia also shares part of her early journey with depression, and suicide ideations how she got help and was has helped her the last 13 years.

They also discuss the reasons behind their 2 weeks break.

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Disclaimer:

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If you have been listening to Confessions From The Closet you know Leticia has talked about the book The Cross In The Closet almost weekly. This book changed her life and helped her on the road to loving herself as she navigated being gay and christian.

This week Leticia had the privilege to sit down with the author of The Cross In The Closet and let him share his story.

Timothy Kurek, raised within the confines of a strict, conservative Christian denomination in the Bible Belt, Nashville, Tennessee, was taught the gospel of separation from a young age. But it wasn’t long before Timothy’s path and the outside world converged when a friend came out as a lesbian, and revealed she had been excommunicated by her family.

Distraught and overcome with questions and doubts about his religious upbringing, Timothy decided the only way to empathize and understand her pain was to walk in the shoes of very people he had been taught to shun. He decided to come out as a gay man to everyone in his life, and to see for himself how the label of gay would impact his life.

In the tradition of Black Like Me, The Cross in the Closet is a story about people, a story about faith, and about one man’s “abominable” quest to find Jesus in the margins.