Kirsten shares that day she not only lost her baby, but herself. Following her loss, she describes her life being plagued by blood draws, ovulation tests, negative pregnancy tests, doctor appointments, depression, a diagnosis of PCOS, failure to ovulate without medication, infertility, testing, ultrasounds, and finally, in August of 2018, she received a positive pregnancy test. She went on to experience all the fears, joys, and nerves of pregnancy after loss. They welcomed their rainbow baby in 2019.
Postpartum Kirsten began writing and drawing, and decided to turn her poetry into a book which was published in 2022. โRearrangedโ is an award-winning collection on her journey, and the journey of so many others who travel the path of loss. A year later, she published her first childrenโs book, โI Love You From Heaven.โ