Random episode about current thoughts and memories surrounding my kids. How every action impacts another, everything is linked. Decisions influence more than your immediate moment in time and are felt by everyone around you, current and future.

Detailed description of the physical abuse that has manifested in my life. The patterns that keep bringing it to me. What I recognize as an adult looking back at all of my relationships. 

Overview of what I've experienced and seen, and the details/thoughts behind each. I don't consider myself religious, more so just spiritual... Mostly due to things discussed in this episode.

A recent phone call from mommy dearest sparked this episode. So I covered that call, and my life of surviving her gaslighting narcissistic mentality.

Is there a trick to this?? Current marriage details; how I got here, why I stay here, how my past has impacted the thought of leaving. Narcissism has been a big role throughout my life, maybe that has trained me to tolerate what I get and how I'm treated. Maybe my opinion is so skewed from my past that I just don't evaluate events clearly. Whatever the case, this is life as I know it.