Detailing my second marriage and everything that led up to it. How it abruptly ended, the second abortion, and all the chaos that ensued.

Being friends with druggies, lots of drug use, alcohol use, and sex. Introducing Sam and Bob, probably my worst influences.

Details about my starting crank (poor man's cocaine), working at a local restaurant/bar and everything that went along with that including all of my dating ups and downs.

What happened after I was divorced at 18. What life looked like: parties, drugs, boys, fights. The beginning of my downward spiral.

Describes home life as a teenager and how I escaped it. My mom's affair while my dad was sick with Alzheimer's. My moving to the valley and getting married at 17, divorced by 18. The threesome, my husband wanting to swap me, and the beginnings of drug use.

Details about my parents friends from around town. How the mayor molested me. I talk about my dad's arrest and how that changed our family.

More details about growing up as the outsider. Turning into a teenager around skeezy mountain men with no parental supervision. What I experienced and how I was.

More about the developmentally disabled man that lived with us. The abuse he endured. His disgusting living conditions, how the townsfolk treated him, and how he really was.

Details about how it was in the new town: the small town mindset. Friends and not so friendly friends. Almost being beat up. Being set up. And all the pain that went along with it.