My name is Matthew Milam and this is Black and Confused.

This podcast will explore my journey into figuring out who the hell I am and being content with that. I am not seeking happiness as that is a temporary emotion. I am just looking for the ability to look in the mirror and not imagine I'm someone else who isn't embarrassed with his life or his life choices. Here is the first episode of that and what you can hope to expect.

I hope you come along for the ride.