Hello and welcome back to Connect FCS Ed, I am your host Barbara Scully. Thank you so much for joining me today!
On today's episode, I just want to go into this weird place that we're all in right now, trying to find this new normal inside of chaos.
These are just the musings and ramblings going on inside of my head right now. The last few days I've been writing, I have been journaling, I've been trying to sift and sort through what is happening. But today, like yesterday, and what will happen probably tomorrow, is just another day, it's a blur.
I'm not sure what month or day it is.
I know we're somewhere in this March, April-May-ish area.
The only thing that kind of keeps me straight is the calendar date in clock on the bottom of my laptop, but this is a weird space we're in.
I don't have my agenda posted on my projector board at school, informing my students what the date is, what our objective is. My daily posted discussion question that kind of gets everybody thinking.
I don't have that routine anymore. But I have been pretty focused this past month with creating a new normal, much like you. But last night I had, not a moment like a breaking point, but I almost kind of unraveled. Because I have been putting on such a brave face for my own kids, my four incredible and resilient kids, that it made me think about my students, which then spun me down to my colleagues, because I've been putting on such a brave face, I have almost convinced myself, that we're all doing okay.
But then I realize as an educator, I didn't sign up for all of this weight, that all of a sudden I feel like I am carrying on my shoulders and on my back.