Have you ever felt like something that happened to you, a mistake, a diagnosis, a rejection, is now a label over your life that you can't shake?

There's a woman in Luke 13 who carried a painful condition for eighteen years. Every week she showed up, prayed, gave what she had, and went home unchanged. Then one day, Jesus saw her. He called her forward. And he gave her a name nobody else was using.

If you've been waiting a long time for something to change, or you've been carrying something that isn't your name to keep, this is for you. You are not what's happened to you. You are who God says you are. Joseph shares some of his own story in this message too.

If it resonates, you can read more in his book, You Are Never Alone.

Have you ever prayed the same question over and over, hoping that if you asked enough times, God would finally explain himself? Why this. Why now. Why me.

In week two of Honest to God, Toni Nieuwhof shares her own story of watching her son face a life-threatening illness and the moment she realized her prayers had turned into demands, trying to take control instead of trusting God with the outcome. Drawing from the life of Moses, who led people through decades of hardship without ever getting a full explanation, Toni unpacks what it looks like to trust God when understanding isn't on offer. She shares a simple practice, "filing" unanswered questions under Deuteronomy 29:29, that's helped her hold her hardest questions without letting them block her relationship with God.

This isn't a message about giving up on your questions. It's about what happens when you stop needing the answer before you're willing to trust him again.

Connexus Church is based in Barrie and Orillia, Ontario, and online every Sunday. Learn more at connexuschurch.com.

Why does a good God allow suffering? It's the question every pastor gets asked, and usually there's a bigger question underneath it: does God still love me when my life falls apart?

In this message, Jeff Brodie kicks off a new series called Honest to God by walking through Romans 5, where the apostle Paul, a man who was beaten, imprisoned, and shipwrecked for his faith, writes about suffering from experience, not theory. Jeff unpacks what it actually means to find endurance, character, and hope in the middle of pain that doesn't resolve, and shares a personal story about a door he thought God opened, only to watch it close.

This isn't a tidy message. It's an honest one about what it looks like to trust God when nothing about your circumstances makes that easy.

Why do you still feel empty?

Most people have a list of things they've gone back to hoping they'd finally deliver. The relationship. The achievement. The habit. Different wells, same emptiness at the bottom.

In this final episode of the Never Settle series, Mark Clark unpacks the story of a woman who had been doing exactly that — going back to the wrong things her whole life. Jesus meets her at a well in Samaria. He didn't stumble across her by accident. He deliberately took the longer route through enemy territory because he knew she was coming.

He didn't go around her shame. He walked straight into it and offered her something nobody else ever had. Living water. Soul satisfaction that actually lasts.

This is a conversation for anyone who is tired of the cycle and suspects there might be something better available.

Never Settle is a four-week series from Connexus Church.

Born again. Two words most people have heard and very few have had explained in a way that actually makes sense.

Jesus said it to Nicodemus — one of the most respected religious leaders of his time, a man who had God completely figured out by every external measure. And yet he showed up to find Jesus at night, alone, asking questions he wasn't supposed to need answered.

Jesus told him: you need to be born again. Not reformed. Not improved. Born again — a complete transformation from the inside out that changes what you want, not just what you do.

In this third episode of the Never Settle series, Mark Clark unpacks what that actually means and why it matters for anyone asking whether real faith is available to them.

Never Settle is a four-week series from Connexus Church. New episodes every Sunday.

Most people asking "is this all there is?" aren't in crisis. They're just going through the motions. Doing the right things. Living a life that looks fine from the outside but feels hollow on the inside.

In this second episode of the Never Settle series, Mark Clark unpacks the story of Jesus turning water into wine at a wedding in Cana. Six stone jars used for religious ceremony. Replaced entirely — not topped up — with nine hundred bottles of wine.

That's not a miracle about a party. It's a picture of what grace actually looks like. The old system of performing your way to God, replaced entirely by something abundant, unearned, and transforming.

This episode is for anyone who has ever wondered why faith feels like going through the motions — and whether there's something more available.

Never Settle is a four-week series from Connexus Church. New episodes every Sunday.

Most people have quietly decided their life doesn't really mean anything. Not out loud. Not as a formal belief. Just as a background assumption they've never quite shaken.

In this first episode of the Never Settle series, Mark Clark challenges that assumption directly. Drawing from John chapter 1, he makes the case that your life has a beginning, a middle, and an end — and that the God behind the universe is the same God who knows your name, your worst moments, and your story. Not from a distance. From inside it.

This is a conversation for anyone who's ever wondered whether their life means anything — whether they grew up in church or have never set foot in one.

Never Settle is a four-week series from Connexus Church. New episodes drop every Sunday.

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You're making plans to feel okay. But what if your plans can't actually get you there?

Jeff Brodie closes out the Undivided series with James 4 and 5 — looking at why the pursuit of self-sufficiency quietly erodes your relationship with God, what wealth actually does to your sense of need, and what it looks like to plan wisely while trusting deeply.

Final episode of Undivided, a five-week series through the book of James.

Showing up and belonging aren't the same thing.

Sydney Jackson and Jeff Brodie work through the final chapters of James in this bonus episode — covering prayer in suffering, the healing power of confession, and why community isn't optional when life gets hard. Plus: does prayer actually work when healing doesn't come the way you expected?

Part 4 bonus conversation in Undivided, a series through the book of James.

Same fight, different day. The topic changes but the argument stays the same.

Jeff Brodie unpacks James 4 and makes the case that your external conflicts are almost always driven by internal desires — things you're trusting in that were never designed to carry that weight. This isn't about conflict resolution tips. It's about getting to what's actually driving the fight.

Part 4 of 5 in Undivided, a series through the book of James.