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Okay, so quick video, maybe not that quick, I don't know, maybe I will talk as fast as a medic, because that's something a manic would do. And this morning, the theme has been state change because I was in one space in my mind, and then with a little bit of coffee. And I went into my song list on my iPhone, and then I just would scroll like that. And it was just going like that, and I put my finger on it. And it was a sub base. And it was their newer ish CD. And for some reason, a sub bass makes me feel really happy and kind of manic. And I remember buying that CD and then ending up in the hospital A little while later. And I felt like the songs on there really resonated with me, there's one about going to California, and then I did end up going to California for so their music is just on my wavelength, that's kind of fun and silly. And the other thing that might have changed my state a little is I was wearing these shorts while I was drying my hair. And these are shorts that I found the very first time I was manic on the ground, and I kept them just simple Adidas shorts. And I was singing to a space too. And it feels like ever since I talked to a friend of mine a few days ago by Skype, and we're talking about how when we interact with people, there's a possibility of passing on our gift and, and passing on some beauty or something. And ever since then I feel like I've been able to sing slightly better. I don't know if it's true. And also, I feel like this sore throat that I've had and and it's still going on actually is the tissue in my throat, reorganizing in disguise. And that's something that I could say is I'm not sick, it's my throat tissue and vocal cords reorganizing slightly, so that I can sing better in the future. Because I really did want to sing when I was a little kid. And I was always afraid to and I couldn't sing at all. So that's something I want to work on, or play with, I should say. And I remember meeting this really spiritual type Jesus looking guys six years ago, and I was in Santa Barbara. And when I came back, he emailed me and he said, Have you started singing yet, and we had this really long I stare thing happening. So I think he was trying to pass on that. Sort of like the passing on that gift thing that a friend of mine and I were talking about recently. So I've been considering magical things like that within the last half an hour. 

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