Happy New Year! As we step forward into 2026, I’ve been reflecting on what God revealed to me this past year. What I assumed would be a year of clarity ended up being a year of trust, and honestly, I wouldn’t change a thing. If you’re the type  who waits for every detail before you obey, this is your reminder: you don’t need the full plan. Just trust the One who holds it.

In this deeply personal episode, I open up about a chapter of my life I wasn’t sure I’d share publicly — the season that shaped me, stretched me, and almost broke me. I talk candidly about the decisions I’ve made, the dangerous situations I walked into, and the gentle way God kept calling me home the whole time.



This isn’t an episode about shame — it’s an episode about grace, protection, and the kind of love that meets you exactly where you are. Listen as I reflect on the lessons hidden in my wilderness, the gratitude I carry now, and what it means to be seen and guided by God even when you’re not choosing Him back.



If you’ve ever looked back at a past version of yourself with confusion, fear, or discomfort… this one is for you.

This is testimony.

This is healing.

This is what faith looks like when it’s human and holy.

In this episode, we’re diving into what it means to be chosen, even when it doesn’t look like it. Inspired by Disney’s Encanto, we’ll talk about how it feels to watch everyone walk in their “miracles,” whether gifts or blessings, while you’re still waiting for yours to be revealed. Like Mirabele, you might wonder if you’re missing something, but I want you to know that God hasn’t forgotten you.

Just because your story doesn’t look like everyone else’s doesn’t mean it’s less important. God’s purpose for you is still unfolding, and you are just as special in His eyes as anyone else. Even when you don’t see it yet, He does. And he’s shaping something beautiful in you.

In this episode of Conversations in the Dark, we get real about something many of us wrestle with — the pressure to be right instead of being real with God. Somewhere along the way, we start believing that faith is about doing all the right things — reading our Bibles, going to church, tithing — and forget that it’s really about relationship. I talk about how easy it is to get caught up in performance and perfection, and how God never asked us to be perfect — He asked us to be present. Because He values our honesty more than our image, our heart more than our habits. This episode is a reminder that He’d rather have the real you, even when you’re wrong, than a version of you that’s pretending to be right.

This week's episode gets real as I share how God led me to surrender something I've worked my entire life for: my dream career in medicine. 

With a heart full of chaotic feelings and a mind full of "what ifs," I open up about the struggle of letting go while holding on to scriptures that helped prepare my heart to obey. Because when God closes a door, it isn't rejection, but redirection.

Listener, if you're walking through your own season of surrender, I pray this reminds you to trust God and submit to his will. He already has the plan taken care of, all you need to do is follow along even if you don't yet know what "it" is.

Introducing "Conversations in the Dark" with your host, Nehkonti! This episode is just an insight into the process of courage and faith that Nehkonti had to build in order to finally create this podcast and an introduction to the mission behind building this platform. Pray you all be encouraged and stick around for the ride because this is going to be a long, but fruitful, journey.