Conversations With Life

In this episode of Conversations With Life we are live at Revival hosted by the Divine Assembly, we are joined by special guest Steve Erhart among revival participants in Eden, Utah. Steve shares the origins of his mushroom church, The Divine Assembly (TDA), and its journey over the past five years. The group delves into the intersection of psychedelics, religion, and spirituality, questioning whether modern establishments can embrace mysticism. They discuss the fear of mysticism, the role of organized religion, and how personal spiritual experiences can lead to profound personal connections and miracles. Join the conversation and explore how individual journeys can merge with collective spiritual movements for a more profound understanding of life and connection.

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Join Xochi, Keith and I in this fascinating episode of Conversations With Life as we delve into the intricacies of internal family systems and parts work. If you've ever wondered how trauma shapes your inner world, this one's for you. We'll explore methods like IFS and the Process Method, discussing how trauma isn't just a burden but a potential gift. What happens when your main personality feels like it'll be 'burned like a witch' on stage? Steve shares personal stories of overcoming debilitating stage fright and finding inner peace. Plus, we tackle the risk of feeling schizophrenic while navigating these internal landscapes. Tune in for an engaging, candid conversation that might just change how you view yourself and your path to wholeness. Don't forget to join our Facebook group 'Soul and Spirit Wellness' and hit that 'like' and 'subscribe' button to stay updated!

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Hello, lovely folks! This week's episode of Conversations With Life is a rollercoaster of a journey featuring none other than Keith on the couch (yes, that has a nice ring to it). Join Cedar and I as we dive into Keith's life saga—from sunny Sydney, Australia, to the snowy peaks of Logan, Utah, fueled by an adventurous student exchange that flipped his world upside down! Discover how a seemingly simple student exchange led to a whirlwind romance, an unexpected marriage, and a spiritual deep dive into a Mormon life. Keith's candid recounting of highs, lows, marriages, divorces, and everything in between is nothing short of compelling. From being the novelty Aussie in Logan to diving deep into the messiness of identities and relationships, Keith’s tale is a testament to resilience and self-discovery. Strap in for laughter, tears, and a whole lot of wisdom. It's a trip you won't want to miss! 🌏❤️🎢

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What do lions, lizards, and lonely humans have in common? We’re all just trying to belong… even when it’s a cosmic setup. In this existential rollercoaster, Cedar Steve, Sochi, and Keith take a hilariously honest dive into the abandonment wound—that sneaky little feeling that no one gets us (because maybe they can’t). From primal fears and family trauma to the sacred art of blowing up your life (and maybe your socks), we explore how belonging starts inside—and why it’s never going to come from a church, a codependent partner, or the matching planners from Franklin Covey.

You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, you’ll feel deeply seen—and maybe a little wrecked. But as it turns out, that’s kind of the point.

🎧 Come for the vibes, stay for the awkwardly tender truths, and maybe leave with a little more of yourself intact.

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Ever wondered what happens when you sip cedar tea, have a mystical awakening in a Washington forest, and somehow end up both a shaman-without-a-tradition and the guy who used to run the poetry club? Yeah, us too. In this episode, we unravel the wild, wonderful, and extremely non-linear life of Cedar Steve—aka the "badass nurturer," "permanent stoner," and "inspirational anarchist." From his days in the Mormon Church, to a Kundalini awakening that shook his life (and marriage) into pieces, to being an energy field in human form, this is a conversation you’ll feel as much as you’ll hear. Prepare for chaos, clarity, and maybe even a cosmic hug.

So buckle up, ask the big questions (like, what’s behind the name Cedar, anyway?), and remember: play with energy, or be played.

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Hello and welcome to another enchanting episode of 'Conversations With Life'! Join Cedar, Keith and I as we dive deep into the wonderful world of magic (with a K!). We break down the difference between illusion and real magic, explore the power of positive thinking, and discuss how our perceptions can shape reality. From personal stories to ancient traditions, this episode is packed with magical moments and thought-provoking insights. Whether you're a skeptic or a believer, there's something here for everyone to ponder. Tune in, and let's find some magic together!

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🎉 Welcome back to another season of Conversations With Life! 🎉

This time, Cedar, Xochitl, and I kick things off by turning the spotlight on ourselves. In this episode, we get an in-depth look at Xoch's transformative journey from her Mormon roots to discovering her spirituality, sexuality, and midwifery career. Expect a mix of humor, heart-wrenching moments, and raw honesty as Soji opens up about her life path, the challenges she faced, and how she became the incredible person she is today. Don't miss this enlightening and touching episode!

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Welcome to 'Conversations With Life'! This time, Cedar, Xochi, and Keith tackle the ultimate question, 'What does it mean to be alive?' From talks of simulations and genetic codes to deep dives into painful experiences and ecstatic highs, they explore the full spectrum of what makes life vibrant. Listen in as they share personal anecdotes, ponder big philosophical ideas, and even compare life to a video game. Discussing the significance of meaningful work and genuine connection, this episode is an insightful journey into understanding aliveness.

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Join hosts Xochi, Cedar, and Keith in this insightful episode of 'Conversations With Life' where they delve into the complexities of physical health and its intersection with the meaning path. The discussion unfolds with personal stories of fitness journeys driven by necessity and societal pressures, the impact of health on self-worth, and the judgment tied to body image. The hosts explore the balance between striving for health and living a joyful life, emphasizing the importance of self-love regardless of physical form. By sharing their experiences, the hosts highlight the role of compassion, the unique challenges everyone faces, and how to embrace one's journey towards physical and spiritual well-being. Tune in for an eye-opening conversation that challenges cultural norms and celebrates the diversity of human experience.

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In this episode of Conversations with Life, we welcome our first in-studio guest, Colby, for a deep (and hilarious) dive into transformation, faith, and finding meaning in discomfort. From leaving behind a decade-long marriage and the LDS Church to embracing cold plunges, ecstatic dance, and the unexpected twists of community, Colby shares his journey of self-discovery and celebration.We explore:🔥 The power of cold therapy and breathwork🌀 Navigating identity shifts and faith crises🎭 The trickster archetype and the role of play in healing💡 How discomfort can be a doorway to growthJoin us as we unpack the journey from structured faith to free-spirited exploration, and the unexpected ways life teaches us who we really are.📢 Share this episode with someone on their own journey!💬 Got thoughts or questions? Drop them in the comments!Produced by Soul and Spirit WellnessAn Under Bizarre Management Production