Cosmic Mistress: Street Kid to Spirit Guide

In this high-vibe, no-nonsense episode, Amanda Frederick welcomes a "hip-hop baddie," psychic medium, and the visionary owner of Cosmic Tea Holistic Shop. This story is one of radical resilience, moving from a childhood of severe trauma and homelessness to becoming one of Denver’s most sought-after intuitive healers.

This conversation strips away the "love and light" facade of modern spirituality, replacing it with gritty truth about protecting your energy, healing the "mother wound," and understanding the "timestamp" on our soul contracts. Whether you’re a "baby empath" looking for boundaries or a seasoned seeker ready to face your shadows, this blunt, heart-centered wisdom offers a masterclass in reclaiming your power.

Main Topics Covered

• The Making of a Seer: A journey from reading minds at age four to navigating life as a "street kid" with profound gifts.
• Sobriety & Leveling Up: How sobriety in 2011 unlocked psychic predictions that have led to over 500 proven outcomes.
• Auric Field Maintenance: A deep dive into how grief and sorrow create "holes" in our energy that allow parasites and entities to enter.
• The Soulmate Myth: Understanding the difference between karmic lessons, soulmates, and the "cost" of the Twin Flame journey.
• Business & Resilience: Opening a shop during a global pandemic and handling "haters" with the spirit of a light warrior.

Connect with Amanda Frederick

Instagram: @thecosmicmistress
Website: Amanda Frederick’s School

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Sovereign Souls and Soul Contracts: Navigating the Hero’s Journey with Yehuda HaLevi

In this soul-stirring episode, Amanda Frederick sits down with 23-year-old podcast host and studio director Yehuda HaLevi to explore the profound intersection of ancient wisdom and modern living. From the mystical Jewish concept of Tikun to the active co-creation of our personal "Hero’s Journey," this conversation serves as a roadmap for anyone feeling drained by their current path or seeking a deeper connection to their divine mission. Whether you are navigating a career shift, healing family dynamics, or looking to move from "receiving to get" toward "receiving to give," this episode offers the grounded perspective needed to bridge the gap between your human experience and your soul's calling.

Main Topics Covered

• The Power of Upbringing: How Yehuda’s healer parents influenced his commitment to being "good" rather than just "successful."
• Soul Contracts & Family: Understanding the Hebrew concept of Tikun (rectification) and why our families are often our greatest mirrors for growth.
• The "Drain" vs. Resistance: How to discern when an environment is depleting your life force versus when it is simply challenging you to evolve.
• Four States of Giving and Receiving: A deep dive into the Jewish framework of moving from egoic taking to becoming a vessel for divine blessing.
• The Hero’s Journey for Men: Why the concepts of surrender and divine guidance can be particularly challenging for the masculine ego.
• The "Contraction" Before Expansion: Comparing the creative process and spiritual growth to the visceral experience of birth and labor.
• Ancestry and Belonging: The importance of "rewriting the blank page" of your history while standing on the shoulders of the giants who came before you.

Key Takeaways

• Surrender as an Active Choice: Surrender isn't about passive resignation; it is a "co-authored" state with the Divine where you remain an active participant in your story.
• The Vessel Mentality: The highest state of being is "receiving for the sake of giving." When you ask for what you need to fulfill your mission, it isn't selfish—it's necessary.
• Transcending the Ego Lens: By viewing triggers and difficult people as "decreed" tools for your learning, you can meet them with acceptance rather than victimhood.

Connect with Yehuda HaLevi

Instagram: @shelllsandshadows
TikTok: @shellssandshadows
Spotify: Shells and Shadows
YouTube: Watch on YouTube
Apple Podcasts: Listen on Apple

Connect with Amanda Frederick

Instagram: @thecosmicmistress
Website: Amanda Frederick’s School

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In this insightful episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick sits down with David Lieberman, a licensed marriage and family therapist based in Lewisville, Colorado. David specializes in "second-order change"—a transformational approach that goes beyond temporary behavioral fixes to create lasting, structural shifts in how individuals relate to one another. They explore the limits of traditional "tips and tricks," the profound potential of betrayal as a cry for help, and why true authenticity often requires the risk of not belonging.

Main Topics Covered

1. First-Order vs. Second-Order Change: Understanding the difference between behavioral "Band-Aids" (feeling better) and transformational change (doing things differently).

2. The Three Clients in the Room: David’s unique perspective that in couples therapy, there are three distinct clients: Partner A, Partner B, and the relationship itself.

3. Betrayal as a "Flare": A compassionate look at infidelity as a cry for help and a roadmap for how couples can rebuild integrity and self-esteem after a breach of trust.

4. Experiential Therapy & Metaphors: How "modeling" emotions through sculptures and using metaphors (like "knitting" instead of pornography use) can depersonalize conflict and open space for creativity.

5. Consensual Non-Monogamy: Navigating the "inculturated shoulds" of monogamy and exploring open relationship dynamics with authenticity.

6. The Agitation Before the Breakthrough: Why things often feel harder and more "shitty" right before a major psychological transformation occurs.

7. Modeling Emotionality for Children: The importance of showing up as a "perfectly imperfect" human for your kids, including the power of crying without apologizing for your sadness.

8. The "Double Bind" of Authenticity: Choosing between being inauthentic to belong or being authentic at the risk of losing connection.

Key Takeaways

1. You Can't "Unsee" the Bike: Once you achieve second-order change (like learning to ride a bike), you cannot return to your previous state. The relationship must evolve to meet this new level of awareness.

2. Stop Outsourcing Vulnerability: Whether it’s through alcohol or emotional labor performed by a partner, outsourcing prevents you from connecting with your own internal power.

3. Conflict is Communication: 90% of communication is unspoken. High-quality therapy interprets the affect and unspoken cues to find the "thicker story" underneath.

4. Trust is a Dilemma: Choosing to trust is an inflection point. Once you decide to lean in, you cannot easily retreat to the safety of skepticism without losing part of yourself.

5. Self-Integrity is the Foundation: When you are in alignment with your own ethics and passions, you can handle a partner's "no" without losing your sense of self.

Connect with David Lieberman

Website: www.PeopleNotProblems.com

Free Event: "Why Just Feeling Better Isn't Enough"

Date: April 14th

Time: 6:00 PM – 7:00 PM

Location: Boulder Main Library (Boulder Creek Room)

Services: Couples Therapy, Intensive Immersions, and Suicide Prevention individual work.

Connect with the Host (Amanda Frederick)

Instagram: @thecosmicmistress

Website: The Cosmic Mistress Homepage

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In this deeply mystical episode of the Cosmic Mistress podcast, host Amanda Frederick welcomes Ariela Halevi, an intuitive guide who weaves together the ancient wisdom of Jewish mysticism (Kabbalah) and shamanic energy medicine. Ariela shares her profound journey from a "disruptive" child to a spiritual leader, exploring how personal tragedies—including the loss of her mother and her son’s health crisis—served as the "dark night of the soul" that forged her current path. They dive into the "dirt work" of ancestral healing, the power of somatic retrieval, and why true receiving requires us to clear the "clogs" of our past.

Main Topics Covered

The Four Elements Pathway: Ariela explains how she uses Earth (shadow/ancestry), Water (somatic/body), Air (intuition), and Fire (divine purpose) to guide women back to their soul story.

Kabbalah as "Receiving": Understanding the Hebrew root of Kabbalah and how spiritual "clogs" prevent us from hearing the guidance of the Divine.

Returning to Mystic Roots: Ariela’s discovery of her rabbinical lineage and how she reclaimed the word "shaman" by grounding it in her own Jewish ancestry.

The "Dirt Work" of Ancestry: A deep dive into how DNA stores the stories of our ancestors and why we must heal both "wise and well" and "unwell" lineages.

Quantum Belonging: A beautiful discussion on how connecting to all timelines of your ancestry creates a deeper sense of wholeness and safety.

Healing Through Loss: How to find purpose after devastating grief, such as the loss of a child, by becoming the "vehicle" through which their soul’s purpose continues.

Somatic Integration over Spiritual Bypassing: Why "sobbing on the floor" or "dancing like crazy" is often the necessary medicine that the mind tries to resist.

Walking Prayer: Ariela shares her daily rituals—from the Modeh Ani prayer to finding magic in the mundane—to turn every day into a ceremony.

Key Takeaways

Shadows are Just Stories: Your wounds and traumas are not your identity; they are the "dirt" from which your gifts grow.

The Ancestral Mirror: We all carry the energy of both the victim and the perpetrator within our lineage. Reclaiming these parts through "soul retrieval" allows for true forgiveness and integration.

Safety is the Foundation: Real transformation doesn't happen by "blowing the doors open." It happens at a sustainably slow pace where the nervous system feels safe enough to let go.

The "Kink in the Hose": Suppressing difficult emotions doesn't just hide the pain—it blocks your access to ecstasy, joy, and physical health.

As Above, So Below: Our purpose is to bring the mystical insights gathered from the Air and Fire elements back down into the Earth of our physical bodies.

Connect with Ariela Halevi

Website: arielahalevi.com

Instagram: @arielahalevi

The Soul's Way Training: An 8-month mentorship incubator (Opening for September).

Upcoming Project: Kabbalistic Oracle Cards.

Connect with Amanda Frederick

Instagram: @thecosmicmistress

Website: The Cosmic Mistress Homepage

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"I don’t want my voice and my presence to be disruptive." For years, Marni Mae lived by this belief, silencing her inner song to fit into a corporate world that looked perfect on paper but felt like a "soul misalignment." From the heartbreak of discovery in an unfaithful engagement to the high-pressure hallways of Google, Marni’s journey is a powerful testament to what happens when we stop self-abandoning and start listening to our own frequency.

In this episode, Marni shares the incredible moment she was called to sing during a shamanic birth in Ecuador—reigniting a gift she had buried since childhood—and how she now uses voice activation to help others unlock their unique "keys." If you’ve ever felt like a chameleon playing a role just to belong, this conversation is your invitation to stop dimming your light and start contributing your unique note to the universal song.

Main Topics Covered

• The Path of Misalignment: Marni’s transition from high-stakes business consulting and Google to the world of mysticism and frequency.

• The Wound of Belonging: How childhood rejection from singing groups led to a decade-long pattern of self-abandonment and "playing the role."

• Heartbreak as Heart Opening: Navigating the devastating end of an engagement and how the "truth setting you free" often feels like a physical relief.

• The "Paper-Perfect" Life: Why being miserable in a "dream job" is often a sign of soul misalignment rather than environmental failure.

• The Ecuador Activation: The life-changing story of living with a shamanic midwife and being forced to use her voice to heal a woman in labor.

• The Science of Sound: Understanding how everything is light, sound, and frequency, and how music transforms our physical reality.

• Universe as "One Song": Exploring the concept that we are all instruments in a universal orchestra with a unique "why" to contribute.

Key Takeaways

• Self-Abandonment is a Choice: We often choose the discomfort of the "known" over the relief of the "unknown" because of an instinctual fear of not belonging.

• The Power of Attunement: You don’t need to change your environment if the issue is internal; however, surrounding yourself with people who "know themselves" helps you attune to a higher frequency.

• Risking is Living: To truly love and truly live, you must be willing to risk the identity you built for safety in exchange for your authentic self.

• Your Voice is a Tool for Transformation: Music and voice aren't about "sounding good" or perfection—they are about heart, intention, and the ability to shift the frequency of a space or person.

• Leadership is Going First: Being your truest self is an act of leadership that gives others permission to do the same.

Episode Chapters

0:00 - 2:01 Introduction to Marni Mae: A Journey from Consulting to Mysticism

2:01 - 3:55 The Silence of Childhood: Rejection and the Need to Belong

3:55 - 5:13 The Corporate Dream: Vanderbilt, Consulting, and Playing a Role

5:13 - 7:51 The Prophecy of Betrayal: Facing Truth in a Broken Engagement

7:51 - 10:19 Reclaiming Power: Heart Opening After Total Self-Abandonment

10:19 - 12:00 The Golden Handcuffs: Facing Soul Misalignment at Google

12:00 - 14:52 The Risk of the Unknown: Choosing Relief Over Familiar Discomfort

14:52 - 17:01 Leaving the "Ideal" Life: Seeking Internal Peace Over Paper Success

17:01 - 20:25 The Shamanic Midwife: A Life-Changing Invitation to Ecuador

20:25 - 28:15 The Birth of a Voice: Sound Frequency and the Universal Song

Connect with Marni Mae

Website: marnimae.com

Connect with the Host (Amanda)

Instagram: @thecosmicmistress

Website & Courses: Amanda Frederick’s School

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What happens when your entire identity—your career, company, and future—is wiped out in a single weekend? This week, Amanda sits down with Light Stone, human excellence coach, fantasy author, and former D&D stage performer, to explore his journey through public cancel culture, depression, and personal rebirth.

In a raw, unfiltered conversation, they dive into relational “events” vs. “vectors,” sacred sexuality, and how to reframe trauma as fuel for authentic living. This episode is for anyone navigating identity crises, heartbreak, or seeking conscious approaches to love and self-growth.

Listen to learn how to transform life’s darkest moments into a beacon of light.

Main Topics Covered:

• Identity Annihilation: Losing a gaming company, $300k in contracts, and facing public shaming and death threats overnight.

• Holding the Will to Live: How his daughter and therapist helped him navigate depression and suicidal ideation.

• From Events to Vectors: Understanding temporary experiences versus growth-oriented relationships.

• Sacred Sexuality & Consent: Aligning on the spiritual vs. recreational meaning of sex through radical communication.

• The Vetting Process: Key questions to ensure integrity, alignment, and safety before intimacy.

• Soul Contracts & The "One": Exploring pre-ordained agreements, past-life connections, and divine counterparts.

• Transmuting Trauma: Reframing childhood wounds, divorce, and public shaming as resources for joy and stability.

• The Power of Self-Love: Using symbolic rituals, like replacing black jade with clear quartz, to embody self-respect and healing.

Key Takeaways:

• Stabilize Before You Soar: Focus first on basic needs—finances, home, and self-care—before jumping back into relationships.

• Intimacy Requires Radical Communication: Ask the hard questions to ensure clarity and alignment with partners.

• Choose Your Vector: Identify whether a relationship is an “event” or a “vector” to avoid misaligned dynamics.

• Trauma as Fuel: Life’s deepest wounds are resources to build resilience, boundaries, and self-love.

• Vows Over Oaths: Make personal vows to guide your behavior, especially around sexuality and relationships, to ensure integrity.

Connect with Light Stone:

• Coaching: https://stoneprotocol.com/
• IG: https://www.instagram.com/lightstone.media
• YouTube: https://youtube.com/@lightstonemedia
• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@lightstone.media
• Guest/referrals: DM “STONE” to @LightStone.Media

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Connect with the Host, Amanda Frederick:

• Instagram: instagram.com/thecosmicmistress
• Website: amanda-frederick-s-school.teachable.com
• Youtube: www.youtube.com/@CosmicMistress

In this expansive and deeply embodied conversation, Amanda sits down with Tanin Matin for a flowing dialogue on energetics, intuition, nervous system capacity, trauma, embodiment, and conscious creation.

Tanin shares her lived experience as a multi-dimensional being, energetic master, and spiritual teacher, offering grounded wisdom on how intuition is not something we “think” our way into—but something we remember through presence, safety, and awareness. Together, they explore how trauma, nervous system dysregulation, and over-identification with the mind can distort intuition, and how cultivating embodied awareness opens the door to clarity, discernment, and aligned creation.

This episode weaves together somatics, spiritual intelligence, intuition, and play—reminding listeners that growth doesn’t require perfection, and that joy, curiosity, and humanity are essential parts of the awakening path.🌿 Key Topics Covered

• Expanded awareness and intuitive perception

• Trauma, dissociation, and reconnecting to the body

• The nervous system as the gateway to intuition

• Presence vs. projection in intuitive guidance

• Energetic mastery and awareness-based healing

• Discernment between ego, emotion, and intuition

• Community, safety, and relational healing

• Peace, desire, and creating from alignment

Tanin Matin is Trauma Healer and Spiritual Mentor. Tanin helps high performers heal survial patterns, trauma, and multi-dimentional karmas to embody their full power. She runs a spiritual healing certification program called, The Energetic Revolution and will be launching her new creation: The School of Intuition in the Spring of 2026.

Connect with Tanin Matin

Instagram: @Iamtaninmatin

Connect with Amanda Frederick

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thecosmicmistress/

Website: https://amanda-frederick-s-school.teachable.com/p/homepage

This episode is an invitation to slow down, come back into the body, and trust the intelligence moving through you. When intuition is grounded in safety, awareness, and presence, creation becomes less forceful—and far more magical.

Welcome to the Cosmic Mistress Podcast with host Amanda Frederick. Lets begin with a a deep, expansive conversation on desire, creation, responsibility, and what it truly means to become a powerful creator. Joined by therapist, liberation guide, and podcast host Ben Duffy, this episode explores the raw, human, and spiritual dimensions of awakening—moving through suffering, surrender, ego death, and radical self-acceptance.

This is not a conversation about bypassing pain or “positive thinking,” but about turning toward darkness, understanding desire at its root, and reclaiming authorship over one’s inner and outer worlds. Together, Amanda and Ben examine how authenticity, community, and a collective myth of oneness may be the doorway to a new heaven on earth.

Key Topics Covered

• Heaven on earth as a personal, co-created experience

• Suffering, resistance, and the power of surrender

• Ego death, rebirth, and radical self-acceptance

• Desire, shadow, and unconscious patterns

• Emptiness, the void, and infinite possibility

• Authenticity beyond a fixed self

• Individualism vs. collective consciousness and community

• Creating in service to spirit rather than ego

Ben Duffy is a Psychotherapist, Liberation Guide, Model, and Podcaster on the Spiritualfxckboy Podcast. Ben blends Western Psychology and Eastern wisdom traditions to help people “remodel the architecture of their experience.”

Connect with Ben Duffy

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/spiritualfxckboy/

Website: https://benjamenduffy.com/

Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/1x21xpBXsJsszJiViBGhuT?si=9c005c83caea42ae

Connect with Amanda Frederick

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thecosmicmistress/

Website: https://amanda-frederick-s-school.teachable.com/p/homepage

This episode invites listeners to release the need to be “fixed,” to trust the intelligence of pain, and to step into authorship of their inner world. When we stop resisting life and start relating to it consciously, creation becomes playful, meaningful, and deeply human.

Welcome to Cosmic Mistress—where desire meets devotion, and heaven begins within.

"I don’t want my voice and my presence to be disruptive."

For years, Marni Mae lived by this belief, silencing her inner song to fit into a corporate world that looked perfect on paper but felt like a "soul misalignment." From the heartbreak of discovery in an unfaithful engagement to the high-pressure hallways of Google, Marni’s journey is a powerful testament to what happens when we stop self-abandoning and start listening to our own frequency.

In this episode, Marni shares the incredible moment she was called to sing during a shamanic birth in Ecuador—reigniting a gift she had buried since childhood—and how she now uses voice activation to help others unlock their unique "keys." If you’ve ever felt like a chameleon playing a role just to belong, this conversation is your invitation to stop dimming your light and start contributing your unique note to the universal song.

Main Topics Covered:

• The Path of Misalignment: Marni’s transition from high-stakes business consulting and Google to the world of mysticism and frequency.
• The Wound of Belonging: How childhood rejection led to a decade-long pattern of self-abandonment.
• Heartbreak as Heart Opening: Navigating the end of an engagement and the physical relief of the truth.
• The "Paper-Perfect" Life: Why being miserable in a "dream job" is a sign of soul misalignment.
• The Ecuador Activation: The life-changing story of using her voice to heal a woman in labor.
• The Science of Sound: Understanding how everything is light, sound, and frequency.

Key Takeaways:

• Self-Abandonment is a Choice: We often choose the "known" discomfort over the "unknown" relief.
• The Power of Attunement: Surrounding yourself with people who know themselves helps you attune to a higher frequency.
• Risking is Living: You must be willing to risk the identity you built for safety to find your authentic self.
• Your Voice is a Tool: It’s not about "sounding good"—it’s about heart, intention, and shifting frequency.

Connect with Marni Mae:
Website: marnimae.com

Connect with the Host (Amanda):
Instagram: @thecosmicmistress
Website & Courses: Amanda Frederick’s School

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