**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

This episode I fill you in on what happened once I returned to Kansas City. After my MDMA journey, that opened the flood gates to pandora's box and the memory that came through within the first week of returning was just the beginning to the memories that would unfold over the course of the next 8 months.

Once again - trigger warning. 

**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

**Please note this episode contacts explicit content that is intended for mature audiences. Trigger warning for sure!!**

This episode I discuss my MDMA journey and what all unfolded. Little did I know at the time, this was just the start to my spiritual journey that has now gone deeper and more profound than I could ever possibly imagine.  

**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

In this episode I discuss my experience with Kambo, the intentions I set prior, the physical response my body had during the Kambo ceremony, and my reflections afterwards. 

As always, thank you for listening!

**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

This week I de-railed from the planned episode of what happened once we got to Costa Rica and spoke from my heart instead. 

It's ok to not be ok - let yourself feel whatever needs to be felt and be ok with however long that takes. 

**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

In this episode I discuss why we chose Costa Rica, how the trip came together, and what I learned how to do while I was there.

Also, if you're interested in knowing the resort we stayed out, I can not recommend this enough! https://bodhitreeyogaresort.com/

Thank you for listening!

**Disclaimer. These are my stories, my memories as I know as my own truth. As a victim, I will not be silenced. This is my truth and how I remember it.  I am not liable for how anyone chooses to interpret these memories. Anyone who may be referenced in this episode is innocent until proven guilty. 

WELCOME! WELCOME! WELCOME!!!

Holy sh*t! I can't believe that it's actually October 10th and I'm actually holding myself accountable and putting my first episode out into the world. Officially.

This episode I chat about how I even got on a spiritual healing path, what was going on in my life, and what changes I wanted to find. 

Thank you so much for listening! I'm so glad you are here!

Wow! What a journey the last year and a half has been for me! 

Join me weekly as I take you through my personal journey on figuring out my self-worth, why my behavior wasn't even recognizable to me anymore, and my steps to connecting the dots from my life to my current journey. Life is full of foreshadowing! 

Make sure to subscribe and get excited for Monday, October 10th, 2022!! First full episode will be released then!