In this episode of Narcissistic Christianity, Joshua McElhaney takes us on a deeply personal and spiritual journey that has been over two decades in the making. Combining two pivotal moments in his life, Joshua reflects on a life-altering conversation with his wife, Emily, and a profound vision he experienced as a young Bible College student in 2005. Through these revelations, Joshua uncovers the hidden patterns of self-obsession that have quietly crept into the heart of modern Christian culture.
With authenticity and vulnerability, Joshua shares how a season of frustration and soul-searching led to the powerful realization that his relationship with God had become more about validation and less about genuine connection. This realization unlocked the deeper meaning behind a vision that had haunted him for years—where laborers in a field abandoned their tools for mirrors, captivated by their own reflections.
In this foundational episode, Joshua introduces the concept of Narcissistic Christianity—a condition where self has taken center stage, and the mission of God has been overshadowed by the obsession with our own image and desires. As he unpacks the powerful symbolism of his vision, Joshua challenges us to confront our own mirrors, shatter the illusions of self, and return to a life rooted in humility, service, and devotion to God’s kingdom.
Join Joshua as he lays the foundation for his book Narcissistic Christianity and invites us all to break free from the self-centered tendencies that hinder our ability to fulfill God’s purpose. Whether you’re struggling with your own calling or feeling disconnected from God, this episode offers insight, encouragement, and a call to refocus on the true mission of the Gospel.