Crucible of Thought

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  • On the Death of American Democracy

    For many years now, I have been saying that even the American democratic system will ultimately fail, that it will never become The Kingdom of God, that democracy itself must be shown to be inferior to whatever God's government ultimately will look like. Much to my dismay and discomfort, it's now happening, faster than I could have imagined. But what SHOULD the Kingdom look like? And in the meantime, what should my response be?


    You can also read this as a blog post at

    https://crucibleofthought.com/on-the-death-of-american-democracy/

    18 min
  • A Conversation with Billie Hoard about Eucontamination and Current Events

    Here's another great conversation with Billie Hoard about the book she and her brother Paul Hoard have just finished writing. The topic is extremely relevant to what's going on in America right now, and it's really worth understanding if you want to have a better sense of why things are the way they are.

    You can also watch this at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3ulqi_4_V0

    1 hr 5 min
  • Winning by Losing

    What's the best way to advance the Kingdom of God on earth? Perhaps you think it's by conquering our culture, by fighting against those trying to lead us away from God. Or maybe it's something different. Maybe if we inspect the Way of Jesus, we'll see something sharply different, something that requires us to sacrifice ourselves instead of conquering others.

    You can also read this as a blog post athttps://crucibleofthought.com/winning-by-losing/

    24 min
  • Reading Changed Me

    Let's talk about reading.

    I've been deconstructing and rebuilding my faith for about four years now. For multiple reasons, I walked away from my former evangelical church in 2022 and have been steadily and diligently digging through all my various dogmas and doctrinal beliefs ever since.
    Similarly, I started rethinking my politics about the same time - triggered by the anti-racism uproar that exploded onto the American scene in 2020, and my sudden awareness of something I'd long assumed was no longer a real issue in America.
    And, wow, did my rethinking lead to some drastic changes in my life - but I'm intensely happy that it did, and I'd like to talk about it for a few minutes.


    You can also find this in blog form at https://crucibleofthought.com/reading-changed-me/

    20 min
  • A Thousand Points of Light

    I clearly remember the George H.W. Bush phrase, "A Thousand Points of Light." President Bush's victory was the first presidential election in which I was old enough to vote, and his vision from his inaugural speech in 1989 was deeply inspirational to me. That phrase, today, has captured my thoughts again, but perhaps in an unexpected way. And it shows how far we've fallen from those days that I remember. How can we be a point of light today?


    You can also read this episode in blog form at https://crucibleofthought.com/a-thousand-points-of-light/

    18 min
  • A Conversation about Queer Theology with Mae Forrest Barnes

    I'm really pleased to bring you another interview. My guest today is Mae Forest Barnes, someone I've gotten to know remotely via social media for the last year or so. But as I watched her comment and interact, one thing really stuck out: she made various comments about queer theology. That was an area I knew nothing about, but had a growing sense that I needed to understand.

    I grew up with the understanding that any kind of what I call "adjective theology" was very bad: feminist, Black, Hispanic, Catholic... there was only one real theology and of course all the others were wrong. And of course as an evangelical, anything related gay or lesbian or transgender was definitely evil in my view. So "queer theology" was doubly bad.
    But now that I'm affirming, since 2022, and having increasingly encountered discussions of those other theologies - like the book I just finished reading about Black theology - I realized that there might actually be something of real value in queer theology, if I could get around my old evangelical ideas about it.
    So when I saw what Mae was talking about, I realized that I would love to ask her about these ideas, and see what she had to say. I recognize, of course, that there are many people with many different views about theology of any kind, and I'm just asking one person here, but I still figured I'd learn a lot, and I certainly did in this conversation.
    Enjoy!

    1 hr 19 min
  • A Conversation About Spiritual Direction

    I'm very pleased to bring you another interview with my good friend Bethany Alvey, who is a spiritual director. I spent the last year or so going through a program with her as she was developing her spiritual direction practice. I found it very helpful and also very informative. Until that process, I knew very little about spiritual direction, but it's something I hear about quite a bit now, especially as I spend most of my time outside evangelical and institutional church circles. So I thought that it maybe it would be useful to you, if you aren't already familiar with it, to understand what it's all about and what you might expect if you had a spiritual director.

    This is her website:
    https://www.caraidanam.com/
    Also, if you're interested in learning more about the Enneagram system, Bethany provided this information:
    Intro to Using the Enneagram as a Tool for Personal Growth
    Join Bethany in February 2025 and explore the Enneagram tool and how to apply it for personal growth. This 4-session introductory course will give you a basic understanding of what the Enneagram is and how it's designed to work, as well as an intro to each of the nine main Types.
    When: Wednesday February 5, 12, 19, & 26 from 7:00-8:30 p.m. EST
    Where: Register free here and receive the zoom link to our sessions - Intro to Using the Enneagram
    https://forms.gle/RzVaSpmdHjpVn3Mz8

    1 hr 8 min
  • Uniformity Is Not Unity: How Our Differences Make Us Stronger

    Have you noticed the growing pressure for sameness in our civic and religious cultures lately, the idea that uniformity, or perhaps conformity, is necessary for a holy and Godly nation? I have, and I'm very concerned, because I think it's dangerously false. Not only is it not biblical, it also makes us weaker. I'm going to explore this topic for a few minutes, from both religious and political perspectives.

    You can also read this in blog form at https://crucibleofthought.com/uniformity-is-not-unity/


    23 min
  • Laying Down My Arms

    Everything is a battle lately, both politics and religion, and this keeps us focused on everyone else being our enemy, not our neighbor or fellow believer. I'm choosing to lay down my arms, and stop this cycle of violence which prevents us from moving forward together.


    You can also read this in blog form at https://crucibleofthought.com/laying-down-my-arms/

    27 min
  • Fool's Gold for Jesus

    As a former evangelical, I experienced a number of occasions where we chased after some manifestation we thought was of God, but probably was not. It's too easy to get busy worshiping this kind of experience, instead of worshiping God.


    You can watch this video at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vz0ZKEQ1cpk


    A compilation of video clips about Silvania Machado:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPxZsvtC6tE


    Silvania Machado speaking at a church (starts when the "gold" manifests):

    https://youtu.be/9SbFUP4SEx8?t=807


    Some stories about the "gold dust" being proven untrue:

    http://web.archive.org/web/20040204233930/http://www.wayoflife.org/fbns/miraclegold.htm

    https://banner.org.uk/tb/golddust.htm

    http://web.archive.org/web/20111212202542/http://riverforum.blogspot.com:80/2008/11/sylvania-machado-gold-dust-exposed-as.html


    A testimony from a true believer in the glory dust:

    https://www.maxgreinerart.com/glory_dust.htm

    26 min

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An exploration of current affairs - refining my mind, burning away impurities, in the forge of truth. Find me on Twitter at https://www.twitter.com/crucibleofthght/