Crystal Ballers

By Britten LaRue & Natasha LevingerReligion & Spirituality Spirituality

Crystal Ballers episodes

February 28Episode 32 (Corrected) - It's All Real; It's All True - with special guest Melissa St. Hilaire
[Sorry, ballers! The audio file uploaded on Friday for this episode had some problems. It's been fixed, so you can enjoy it glitch free. Happy Mercury Retrograde, to all who observe.]
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
This week Natasha & Britten are joined by writer, spellcaster, psychic-medium, and animal communicator, Melissa St. Hilaire. She is the author of 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones.
In this episode:
How to avoid believing the messiness of your inner critic
The importance of surrounding yourself with people you love and admire
Magic comes from the heart, not from perfection
There a some weird sounds in today's interview.
Melissa's journey to claiming her connection to witchcraft
Finding community in witchcraft through a local coven
Every time Melissa is interviewed by anyone, there is always some technological issue
Melissa's was three years old when she first realized she could see spirits
Being haunted by "The Pig Man" at night
The Pig Man may be with us on the episode
There is a hotel in Maine where Melissa regularly encounters a malevolent entity
Natasha wonders why she keeps going back
A powerful experience with Melissa's father after his wife's passing
How witchcraft made Melissa a better medium
A spell should your last resort to achieve a result
Why Melissa doesn't like the word "manifest" any more
Manifesting for humanity as a whole, not just for yourself
Melissa senses a battle in the astral plane for the soul of humanity
Empathy is the reason for living
Melissa feels there are more people coming to witchcraft these days, but they are doing their work privately
A spell or ritual you can do every day to help the world right now
Some recommendations for starting to work with candle magic
Melissa's book gives simple tools for learning to be guided in your own life
Anything can be a sign, but not everything is a sign
Britten loves eclipses for magic!

Plus...
Join Natasha's substack as a paid subscriber and get the weekly energy report! Sign up today.
Learn more about Britten's in-depth offering for those learning to use their gifts, The Magician's Table.
Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
Melissa's info:
Book: 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones
Website: americanwitch13.com
Instagram: @americanwitch13
TikTok: @americanwich13

Crystal Ballers is a semi-monthly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
1 hr 11 min
February 27Episode 32 - It's All Real; It' All True - with special guest Melissa St. Hilaire
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
This week the ballers are joined by writer, spellcaster, psychic-medium, and animal communicator, Melissa St. Hilaire. She is the author of 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones.
In this episode:
How to avoid believing the messiness of your inner critic
The importance of surrounding yourself with people you love and admire
Magic comes from the heart, not from perfection
There a some weird sounds in today's interview.
Melissa's journey to claiming her connection to witchcraft
Finding community in witchcraft through a local coven
Every time Melissa is interviewed by anyone, there is always some technological issue
Melissa's was three years old when she first realized she could see spirits
Being haunted by "The Pig Man" at night
The Pig Man may be with us on the episode
There is a hotel in Maine where Melissa regularly encounters a malevolent entity
Natasha wonders why she keeps going back
A powerful experience with Melissa's father after his wife's passing
How witchcraft made Melissa a better medium
A spell should your last resort to achieve a result
Why Melissa doesn't like the word "manifest" any more
Manifesting for humanity as a whole, not just for yourself
Melissa senses a battle in the astral plane for the soul of humanity
Empathy is the reason for living
Melissa feels there are more people coming to witchcraft these days, but they are doing their work privately
A spell or ritual you can do every day to help the world right now
Some recommendations for starting to work with candle magic
Melissa's book gives simple tools for learning to be guided in your own life
Anything can be a sign, but not everything is a sign
Britten loves eclipses for magic!

Plus...
Join Natasha's substack as a paid subscriber and get the weekly energy report! Sign up today.
Learn more about Britten's in-depth offering for those learning to use their gifts, The Magician's Table.
Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
Melissa's info:
Book: 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones
Website: americanwitch13.com
Instagram: @americanwitch13
TikTok: @americanwich13

Crystal Ballers is a semi-monthly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
1 hr 11 min
February 06Episode 31 - Trusting in Time
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
A new structure for the podcast!
Seeing action as part of speech
The frustration of not seeing more action from those around you
Learning to address systemic problems as systemic
The inequity of consequences resulting from the Epstein files
Breaking old spells around being seen as difficult
How rushing toward knowing can actually create confusion
The human need for certainty is very powerful
Projecting your own anxieties onto someone else's silence
Experience with healing parts doesn't mean you will never get triggered; it means you know how to handle it if you do
We aren't meant to be doing any of this alone
Shit that works: co-regulating with another living being
Baths for emotional regulation
Natasha loves skin
Card pull for the week ahead: Prince of Discs
The potency of trusting in time
The changes we make on a Taurus are the strongest changes

Plus...
Join Britten's free Dream Reel workshop on Feb 20. Just sign up for the Magician's Table 2026 mailing list to get the details.
Join Natasha's substack as a paid subscriber and get the weekly energy report! Sign up today.
Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
49 min
January 23Episode 30 - The Full-Time Work of Self-Care
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Britten is wearing some great some great earrings (you'll just have to trust us)
The importance of letting your ideas incubate and percolate
Thinking of projects as travel
Taking material from your life
Natasha's projects all feel very in the moment
Some of Natasha & Britten's differences are highlighted in their creative processes
Being soothed by structure...in theory
Simplifying habits and routines to free up energy for other projects
Using deadlines or competitiveness as motivation
Competition with yourself as motivation
A healthier form of ambition
Physical vs digital
Finding the balance of connecting to your audience and not creating from a place of needing your audience
How caring for yourself changes along your healing journey

Plus...
Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
58 min
January 09Episode 29 - Respecting Your "No"
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
A Happy first birthday to the Crystal Ballers podcast!
Natasha's evolving relationship with social media
Trusting what feels right even if it doesn't seem "correct" on paper
Britten tries on the Gen Z slang!
Respecting your "no"
Recognizing the limits of your energy and deciding where it goes
Capricorn season is seeding time
Creating the environment you want to be rooted in, and listening to what environment you're actually in
The effect on your environment of trusting your "no" (and your "yes")
Connecting to the spirit of your hopes and dreams for the world to find your community
Making your frequency your location
We've been taught to orient safety externally
What's gonna catch me if I take a leap of faith?
2026 brings the end of the chase pattern
"Why would I be beaming myself somewhere that isn't meeting me there?"
Holding the frequency of yourself
The energy of this summer feels like it has big changes in store
If you're holding on to something that isn't serving you, the universe may take it away for you
How doing things at the right time makes them easier
Your life can contain both difficulties and privilege
Some people wait for collapse to be happy
This is a time for liminal beings
How being present with your grief can open you to joy and other emotions
Doubling down on joy and desire as an orientation point
The Four Steps of Wayfinding
Orienting to your own actual heart

Plus...
Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
47 min
December 19, 2025Episode 28 - What If What I Do Doesn't Say "I Love You?"
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
A discombobulated holiday time for the Ballers
Britten goes immersive for Christmas
Sharing a distaste for pressure to buy things at the holidays
Christmas is a true inner child joy for Natasha
Britten & Natasha's opposite feelings about Christmas
Putting too much pressure on yourself about gift giving
This episode is for everyone with a Capricorn moon
How do you chill and have fun, and follow the recipe?
Dreading asking for help
What is a dark moon?
Tips for navigating the holidays
Quietly pre-resenting people

Plus...
Get Release & Receive, Natasha's guided energy workshop for closing 2025 and anchoring 2026. Learn more or get it here.
Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
38 min
December 05, 2025Episode 27 - As Above, So Below
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
Britten had a different experience with the energy of the last few weeks
We're just gonna be chart people
2025 has been a hermit year (astrology) and a nine year (numerology)
Britten is already feeling 2026 energy
"Go big on your magic, go big for our world"
The world has done so much shedding this year
Britten and Natasha's relationship to the language of finance
The importance of "undoing"
Natasha used to be afraid of Type A people
So much of your rising sign is your process
Letting others be themselves isn't possible if you're ashamed of being yourself
Natasha is scheming to manipulate her solar return chart
What choosing yourself can look like
Natasha introduces The Sovereignty Diamond
Anxiety isn't a prophecy, it's a memory
The joy of holding eye contact with a loved one longer than usual
When genuineness is disorienting
Being shamed for being shameless
Question: Do you think it's possible to cultivate trust in mystery and uncertainty if you're not anchored in a cosmology of something bigger than yourself?
Shame thrives in silence and isolation

Plus...
Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
50 min
October 31, 2025Episode 26 - My Desire Bubbling Up in My Unique Soul
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha's taking a super cas(ual) approach today
The strangeness of being on a mic
Venus is still in Libra
The dangers of the Vanderpump to Housewives pipeline
How much lifestyle compatibility matters in relationships
How the Venusian gets shamed as being "shallow"
Practicing discomfort
The Nine Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
Visibility is central to baddiness
Boredom as the last step of healing
When you suddenly become more interested yourself than the problem you thought you had to fix
Learning to identify "fake boredom"
"No judgies"
The boredom to baddie pathway
Societal conditioning has separated us from our divinity and our beauty
Worth tied to your existence, not your output
A space where proving yourself doesn't even make sense

Plus...
Get in on Britten's free offering, The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
48 min
October 17, 2025Episode 25 - The Me's I've Met
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha is a maximalist being forced into minimalism
How summoning together can help

The importance of not forcing things when manifesting
Go Humans! We're really doing it!
The rapidity of emotional and energetic updates happening right now
Trying to speak astrology in a way that doesn't center personality types
Personality is a rudimentary way of relating to yourself.
Medical racism as a reflection of how we cut ourselves off
How personal growth can affect relationships when
"Who are you to love what you do every day?"
Being forced to comply makes Natasha's Aquarius parts feel shrivel
Britten's book, Living Astrology
A recent major inner child event for Britten
Letting our inner child parts feel seen helps remove the sting of what triggered them
Learning to manage your own emotions to help others (especially children)
All of this growth is catapulting us into a new era
How we can sometimes live in different realities than others
How the 3D/5D discussion is reminiscent of The Rapture
New Segment: Messages from Natasha's dragon guides

Plus...
Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Mentioned on this episode:
The practice of Summoning, as explained in Episode 7

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
53 min
September 19, 2025Episode 24 - Transmitting What Cannot Be Censored
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha was really shaken by the events of the past couple weeks: the assassination of Charlie Kirk and its fall out, the lynching of two black men on the same day in Mississippi, the indefinite suspension of Jimmy Kimmel
We're not imagining fascism; America feels precarious right now
Quoting Charlie Kirk's own words is viewed as hate speech
How the reaction from those in power can be triggering or soothing for narcissistic abuse survivors
No, really: Joy is resistance
Your expression of who you are is not just for you; it feeds joy and resistance in others
This all had to be exposed; and now we can come at it with truth
Call your representatives!
All of your actions matter; even tiny actions matter
Taking time to "shut up and learn" from those who know more than you about something
A helpful tool for your inner child parts who want to fight or argue with people
Giving time for dreaming without shaming it
The audacity to build your future now
A helpful inner parent is sometimes just a noticer
Maintaining your personal boundaries as a form of self-care
"Teeth, pee, jammies, bed!"
A powerful message from one of Natasha's dragon guides
Showing up as yourself has a powerful effect on both you and others
The little moments are everything; you speak through all the little moments
Natasha's libra moon says: Your aesthetic is a loud voice!
How encountering or anticipating shame from others can keep us from our own power
The way forgiveness is often pushed by those with an agenda

Plus...
Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
Paid subscribers to Natasha's substack get tons of free tools, discounts, and an extra weekly energy report.
If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Mentioned on this episode:
Brian Recker (@berecker)
Stacey Abram's podcast, Assembly Required
Democratic Socialists of America (DSA)
Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.
49 min

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Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a…