I've been watching beauty and lifestyle vloggers since I was 10 years old. From Juicystar07 to Bethany Mota, I grew up seeing YouTubers share their "What I got for Christmas" videos and "fall makeup essentials," which influenced me to buy things I didn't actually need. Even as an adult now, I find myself thinking my life isn't as great as people I watch online. In this episode, I dive into how impressionable I was to YouTube and how that shaped my outlook on shopping and life.