• ​Mhm…. (Looking over the Past me, watching Future me prepare Present me for what’s to come.) Coming into my adult years officially, and I do feel different, I do see change happening. Quick and Quiet, like time, change is inevitable whether good or bad. My being has awakened to see life’s bittersweet transformations, to see why experiences are so vital to the human race, to view the world as it is. I’m stepping onto this “new movie set” as the main character, excepting that giving the boot is necessary to be seen sometimes. We are becoming more aware of “how” to live life and it’s getting to be more incredible by the day.🫶🏾

{Credits~Extended Alternate Ending}

[Breathes In] “Yep, Take in this “dAnK” ass air” Yes Gworls and Guys, we made it to a new year, 2026. We’re going to mark this year as the one we claim Prosperity, Health, Wealth, Peace and Happiness. This year and leading to a “special someone’s bday” we lean into adulthood dropping the “adolescent act” and moving onto more “juicer roles”becoming an adult, embracing adulthood. And as we step into this new uncharted territory we let go of the things that hurt us, why? Because we’ve learned that these are the type of things life and living is about, to hold onto memories and moments, savoring hardships and the lessons brought with them as well as the good times. No need to hold onto feelings we should’ve had, no need to dwindle on the bills you can’t pay and so on …. This year yall we’re taking it for ourselves!! We have come to far in life not to actually sit back sometimes, this year we make shit shake. This year we will learn and build on ourselves to become more in tune with our surroundings as well as closer to ones truest self. For so long we’ve passed through life in the backseat blurred vision, only touching the front when it’s vital…. NO MORE!! This year and moving forward we remain in the Front seat with FULL CONTROL!.

After our last episode, we got to dissect past emotions and events that put us in a rage full state of mind. We got the chance to actually understand why we hold onto certain situations and why our brain reacts after the fact. We got the chance to actually have a real conversation with ourselves. To grow, to learn, to overcome obstacles is the key to becoming more in tune with one’s self, and in this episode we start a new, creating new space and new energy for the new person we are becoming. To cease every moment and opportunity is the way forward.

As I submerge myself more into my Adulthood, more into my Villainy, I’ve come to the realization that most times, we shake things off in the moment and then tend to relapse and remember those exact moments we’ve shaken off, just to react in the manner, we should’ve in the moment in which we are remembering. It’s crazy that the brain allows us to see the wrong doing after the wrong doing has been done. We chose to react in a way to appease everyone which leaves us feeling dissatisfied with the outcome. It cannot be explained why people do what they do, we are only left with mere fragments of what can be assumed and the rest is left to thin air. As we rant about wrong doings and how remembering actually builds on who we are becoming as a person, we take into consideration that every held memory holds power to mold one’s future with how we process them.

With the series titling in mind (“Adolescence into Adulthood/Am I cutting it as an Adult”), we dive into the first episode of the season with a new batch of life’s bullshit cookies with a warm glass of nonsense just cause. We talk bout what’s causing shifting winds currently in my life, we unlock a new “character arch” in our game of life, and what the hell, there’s even a bit of random ASMR. Like I said we back and yall finna be on this crazy ass ride with me.

Now it’s actually been a hot minute since I filled the ears with my word Vomit. It’s about that time again I’m back and gonna be doing things different. So many past experiences that imma put y’all onto and so many new ones for us to go through. Let’s wrap this year up with 20+ episodes 🫶🏾

Officially starting this as the (Intro to Season 1: Adolescence into Adulthood/ Am I cutting it as an Adult?)

Anddddddd weeeee areeeeee backkkkkk after years of NEGLECT!! Welcome to the first series of the year “The Rough Get Back” where in this series imma be chatting about how not letting the diverse and complex struggles of life mold one’s spirit. Imma be getting into all of the up and downs I’ve faced and how I’ve over come them. But for now y’all already know what to do, grab a blunt, your drink and if your a sober gurly grab your tea hot or cold cause this talk finna be juicy. Again welcome back, big brother will try not to be away for so long this time.🧡