When seven people in the last six years have passed away, you begin to have dark thoughts. You are so deep in grief, where do you begin? How do you heal? How do you move on? Then you find out two members in your family are sick. One has kidney failure and the other one has a rare lung disease. What do you do? You feel lost as well as stuck. How much do you have to go through, to have peace. To let the ones close to you be in peace. What is the process for this? Is there a process for this? Or do I have to do this on my own?