When you have two run-of-the-mill traditional births, you feel prepared going into your third delivery. Join me in sharing my emotional and raw emergency STAT c-section delivery. Where nothing went as expected and was without a doubt the scariest night of my lift. Not knowing whether your child is alive or will live is the scariest thing I have encountered thus far in my parenting. How do you even prep for the unknown? Dawson's beautiful birth story.